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[be my valentine]

ggukie: be my valentine.

me: what?

ggukie: please be my valentine

me: no lol

ggukie: why? :(

me: kiddinggg

ggukie: really?

me: lol nope

ggukie: oh.

i would love to, but i can't. i can't take it anymore. i'm not okay. the memories just keep on haunting me. i just don't wanna hurt you in the end. i'm afraid i'm going to push you away.

if i could, i would visit her right now and put a smile on that face. i think i know why she's rejecting me so i won't ask again. but i just hope she knows i understand her and realises how much i want to be there for her. she has had no one by her side, no one to give her the emotional support she needed and i want to be the person to change that. i want her to feel loved for once. i no longer want to be that person who would watch her on the side. i regret not standing up for her back then. i feel like a horrible person for just watching her get beat up and tormented in school back then...especially being betrayed by her own boyfriend. i didn't know what to do, but now i know. i want to make her happy.