Luka x reader Music (Discontinued)

My personal hell

Your POV
I spend the next few days in bed crying. Alya an Marinette visit me a couple times and Alya offered to kick Luka's butt. But I didn't let her. I wanted to though. I was so mad, so sad. But I knew it was my fault. All my fault. I didn't make time for him. I didn't care about his feelings. I had the power in the relationship, and I accidentally abused it. I realize that now. But it's to late. I look over at the window. I wonder how he's dealing with the breakup.

Luka's POV
I'm a mess. I can't even listen to music right now. Everything reminds me of her. Her eye's, her smile, her laugh. Why couldn't she care as much as I did? Why didn't I tell her sooner so we wouldn't of had to breakup. She hasn't been to school in a week. I'm starting to get worried. But thats not my job anymore. I miss her so much. I wish I could see her again. I wish I could hold her again, and kiss her, and tell her how much I love her. How I can't live without her. None of my friends are talking to me. Even Juleka and she's my sister! Alya won't stop glaring at me. But I can't do anything now. I love her but I don't think she loved me anywhere near as much. I have to push through it. I miss her...

Your POV
It's been a week and I know I can't sulk in bed any longer. So I get up and get ready for school. I manged to only cry twice. I grab my backpack and make sure to put my choker on today. I head off to school and walk in. Marinette and Alya pull me into a tight hug but I don't mind. I'm fine. I think. But then I see Luka...Luka. He's on his phone and hasn't seen me yet. "I can't...I was wrong. I can't do this!" I start to panic then I run to the girls bathroom, tears streaming down my face and my friends calling my name, chasing after me.

Luka's POV
I could have sworn I heard her and saw her earlier. But all the girls in the class are gone except Chloe and Sabrina so she probably came and is hiding in the bathroom...I didn't mean to hurt her and myself like that...but it's to late for that now...halfway through class the girls walked in with Y/n. She avoids my eyes and sits then looks up at the board, numbly. I still stand by my decision, but why does it have to hurt so much? I finally catch her attention and I give her a small smile and wave. Fake, but still. Her eyes fill with tears and she quickly looks back to the board. How could I hurt the girl I love so much? I thought she didn't care...? Alya glares and me and hugs her. "Ok who would like to explain to me what's going on?" Ms. Busteriar asks and I start to panic as I wasn't paying attention. "The whole room in on edge and not paying attention! Y/n looks like she's going to break and burst into tears at any second! What's wrong with everyone today? Y/n, why are you about to cry and why have you been gone for a week?" Ms. Busteriar asks nicely/demands. (If that makes sense?) Alya opens her mouth to say something and Y/n shakes her head. "It was a breakup Ms. The culprit is in this class so she's upset. We're all her friends, that's why Ms." Alya says and I feel a sense of relief that she didn't say my name. Ms. Busteriar nods. "Alright if you could all try to pay attention I would appreciate it." She says and goes back to her lesson. Classes seem quicker than normal today and before we know it, it's time to go home. I try to catch her after school, but no such luck. I sigh. It's Friday so maybe next week...next week.

Y/n's POV
I run home the second schools out. This weekend I'm helping Marinette out with that tv show thing so I have to save my energy. She thinks it will cheer me up. Just another smile to fake. I sigh and look at my lock box...I shouldn't...but...it might help...it always did...no, I promised Fang...I look down at my sleeping Kawamii. She doesn't have to know...I sigh and try to fight it but I can't...I walk over to the lock box. It has some papers, some pictures, some important items, and some razors. I look at Kawamii and shake my head. I don't want to go back to that...I can't...I'm stronger than that...I hope. I sigh and shake my head before I crawl in bed. Not today...not today. I close my eyes and crash.