I'll be waiting (Ally/You)

Chapter 6: Breaking (Short Chapter)

(A/N: I know, after being inactive so long the only thing I can give is a short chapter. I'm sorry)

I woke up, excited to see Cyan once again, But who I saw was most definitely NOT Cyan.

Instead of having her usual Long and Light Platinum Blonde Locks she had Light Wavy Brown locks

She also had Dark Borwn eyes instead of her Gleaming Light sea Blue eyes

And Instead of having a 6'1/2 figure she had a 4'11 or 5'0 figure

"..."

"You're not Cyan" I Stated "Yah, I know I'm Ally Brooke. Nice too meet ya" She greets cheerfully.

I realized I was still on her so I got off and shook her hand "I'm-" "Y/n L/n" Camila finishes "Yah that" I replied clearly annoyed

The 'Ally' girl snickers... I actually wouldn't mind listening to that forever... Wait no I have Cyan... You have Cyan don't forget that, I reminded myself.

...

But then again Do I really? for all I know, she could've moved on and had a happy life w-without me or worse forgetting me already. Maybe I'm the only one waiting

I take a step back and sit on the bed. I smiled at them then covered my face in my hands as I sobbed quietly, not letting Camila nor 'Ally' hear me. Not that they could, they were both talking

Unfortunately I wasn't that lucky. Two more beauties burst through the door. One was a dark beauty and another was a Polynesian beauty. I didn't realize it but my hand was not covering my face no more showing the tears that was falling.

"Oh He- Why're you crying?" The Chocolate beauty asked

I wipe my tears Fast and Reply "What? I'm not crying?"

The Poly looks at me and raises her eyebrows as if saying 'Yeah sure, Totally believe you. Tell the truth now'

I kept silent under her and the other girls's intense stare. I look up and put on my best (fake) smile "I'm okay. I swear" The girls just nod hesitantly. I knew it. No one could see behind my fake smiles, other than my Cyan. My fake smile, weakened at the thought of her. "Where's the bathroom?" I ask. "there's one there" The Black beauty says "No, I uhh meant somewhere other than this room or any rooms" I reply "Go Left on the 1st corner then Right on the 2nd and you'll find it at The last room of the end of the hall, you can't miss it. The Only one with a White door, that's the bathroom" Camila instructed. I just nodded and walked away.

I walked and walked until I found and turned left at the first corner, Then did the same but turned right at the second corner. Camila wasn't lying, it stood out. Most of the doors were Red, Black, Grey, and Brown. NO white, except for this one. I went in and grabbed my book and Razor

(((With the Girls)))

Eerie silence filled the air then out of a sudden

"she's breaking" Camila announced out of nowhere. Breaking the silence

The girls look at her "What do you mean?" asks Dinah "I've seen her do this before. Trying to act tough, going to Bathrooms. She's breaking, she's cutting. She's killing herself" Camila answers as she sat on the Fluffy hotel bed "I would stop her but that last time I tried, she ended up on the brink of death. She won't let anyone but Cyan help her"

(((With Y/n)))

I write down my feelings and reasons shakily and hurriedly on the blank piece of journal paper. I add the date and Place. I write it fast then close the book and put it somewhere high. I put the Blade against my wrist

(((With the Girls)))

Everyone Had a worried Look. This was a strange type of love, one they haven't seen before. No one was that commited to love. Some would just straight out kill themselves. Some would move on after a period of time. Some didn't even care. No one waited for 5 years through suffering in pain just for them to come back

(((With Y/N)))

I watched the blood poze out pf my cut erist in a daze. The crimson substance fell to the floor. I Took some Tissues and I swiped the Dripping liquid up then bandaged my hand.

I stood up and took my locked journal then walked back to Camila's room