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From the time when I was in third grade to now, I have always been an outcast of some kind. Well, you can't really call me and outcast because I had friends and was a pretty cool person. I knew all those cool kids in school. I was one of those cool kids in school you can say, but as time flys by and my friends starts to grow and change, they all left me one by one. Even though they didn't change school or forget me, they all left one by one slowly. We see each other every day, but the close friendship we all have was dissappearing each and everyday. The little ties we have left dies a little each day. My friendship with them dies totally you can say the day I moved out of that school.
I can still remember all my friends leaving me. From that point on I started to isolate myself from people slowly. Today I'm still trying to isolate myself from some of my friends. I'm starting to understand that friends don't last and they leave when its their time to, but it hurts.
"Lorna, get ready for school. Your already running late hurry up!" yell my mom from downstairs. Ever since we move to Minnesota it has always been like this. There has never been a day where I can peacefully just wake up and get a ride to school. Apparently in Minnesota, there were buses that take you to school. Sometimes I feel like its a waste of money, but it does hep.
"Okay, I will be down in a minute." I yell down the stairs to her and ran back to my room to get change. As I ran out the door and ran to the bus stop down the street, it started to snow. The first snow of the year. Wow, I thought it would come later this year, but I guess not.
I haven't yet introduce myslef. My name is Lorna Mears. My family and I moved from California to Minnesota for a really good, but not smart reason. At first I was not happy that we have to move to Minnesota, but I soon later was fond of the idea. I have some siblings, but they are all older and are now all marry. I am the youngest you can say. I don't feel like the youngest, because all my other siblings has all marry a long time ago and it makes me fell like I'm the oldes and the only child. I take a lot of things to heart, but don't gold grudes long enough.
Since we move here I have meet and made new friends some who I still are friends with, while others I still have contact with, but don't talk to them. All my new friends are friendly and nice, but I don't know if its going to be the same or is it going to be different. Now at my new school, I'm not one of those cool kids anymore, becuase ever since all my friends in third grade did that to me , I started not to trust people. i lay low for a reason and that reason is because i don't want to get involve in stuff that will get me in trouble.
I was thinking so hard that I didn't realize I was going to walk right into somebod. Right before I bumped into that person, i avoid him, but he look at me and said sorry, so I said sorry back. This was my firs day at my high school in Minnesota. I am a freshmen and I have move here when I was still in 7th grade, which was good for me. I have made some friends over the two years and some of them where for keeps, but I still don't know if they will stay and not leave me., like my other friends did.
"Hey, Lor..." I heard my name, but could not see who was calling my name so i just ignored it and walk further away. The was a tap at my back so I turned around and it was Asia.
"Asia, what are you doing?" I ask her as she walks next ot me to go to class. As we walk I remeber that didn't have a class with her, so why is she following me . As we reach the class rooom door we saw one of her friends and my friends so we introduce each other and became friends fast.
"Hey, Lorna. I think we should go explore after school, What do you think?" She ask me while day dreaming about somebody that she likes a lot.
"Okay, I will meet you guys at the mall at 4:30pm today and we all can go shopping." I said to them as I walk to my next class and enjouig their displeasure of going to the store wiht each other.
This is the end of the first chapter.................................enjoy and sorry about any mistake.
