Poems and All That Jazz

Needy

i'm needy
and greedy
and don't know what to do
i don't want want it
most definitely don't need it
and tell myself it's true
why would I lie to my own brain
my own thoughts
my own waves

i don't want to feel these feels
so I'll feel nothing at all
i fall it's fine
i can get up again
i can crawl
laughs

why am I so broken
it's not your fault
i'm being so silly
i'm not lonely
don't worry about a thing
everything's fine
everything's peachy
everything's green

no big deal
don't you rush
because you're here now
let's keep this hush hush
lights keep flashing
but honestly I barely see them
i just see your blaring face
so beautifully free
Everything's okay now, between You and I