Blood and Yellow flowers

chapter five

Frisk pov:gaster was a tall,intimidating man in a dark black suit,he had a face with several cracks in it and he seemed....broken,as if he had lost everything he knew and loved. He had an aura around him that seemed sad,I almost felt bad for him,almost.Nothing makes me feel bad...Except some things...I simply just don't care about many things..although I'm starting to care about Chara,more than I'd like to admit.it makes me sad  when I think about all the people  I've killed. I feel...guilty like my sins are crawling up my back...my throat tightened No,I told myself I'm not going to cry...

I was still trying not to cry when chara introduced me to gaster she said,"Hello Gaster,This is frisk and she wanted to meet you." Gaster looked at me and smiled at me,I was surprised he almost didn't seem capable of it. I decided it was finally time to say something,so I said,"Hello Gaster how are you." He looked at me,smiled,and began to speak a strange language,it looked like symbols,hands and faces,it was strangely intimidating.Suddenly Chara spoke,"Gaster you know she doesn't speak wing dings stop it!! Chara looked at me and said, "He does this with everyone he says its to find someone he lost long ago... "Who did you lose." I don't know what I was expecting,I sorta just asked without thinking. He spoke again,this time in English, and said something that almost made me cry.

                                                                             "I lost my sons

   I held in my tears,thinking my theory couldn't be correct,that he couldn't be their father.So I held in my tears until he said six single words.

                                                                            " Their names are sans and papyrus."

I couldn't hold it in any more,as soon as he said those words I began to cry.

              I wished I was dead I had killed both of sons for no reason I deserve to die