FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES

Grade 6 Full of Memories. Getting to know each other.

Hi! This is another chapter of our story. My untold feelings with someone I used to liked and fell inlove with.

Here I go again.

We were in Grade 6 then, I could say that this is the MOST MEMORABLE YEAR for me. WHY? Just continue reading.

SInce graduating kami that time, I was very nervous din na baka ilipat na ako pag naghighschool na kami. FORTUNATELY, my mom didn't continue to transfer me into another school. Obviously, he is one of the reason why I refused to transfer into another school. (hehe)

Our fight got worsen when we were in Grade 6.

There was a time that he was accomplice with two of our classmate who stole my biscuit inside my bag. It all happened nung P.E. class namin. They cut our class so naiwan sila sa room namin. I felt really bad for him that time. Kasi instead na sawayin nya yung dalawa e hinayaan niya pa.

One time din, It was his birthday celebration inside our room. Nagpahanda siya nun sa class namin. I had a very embarrassing moment that time haha. Nadapa ako after I received the food. (Sakit din nun a!) haha. So stupid! haha..

I got curious din when one moment came na I got his book from the book shelves. I was cleaning the room that time then I had his book. But at first, I didn't know na sa kanya pala yun. I opened it then I saw his name there. There was a page ther saying "I LOVE YOU C". (wag feeler) hehe.. My first name was C :). YEAH! I know DON'T EXPECT! haha.. I don't know kung sino yung C na sinulat niya. But all I know that time his crush name was start with letter J. That's why I was so curious nung nabasa ko yung sinulat niya. I was so sure na it was his hand writing. Kakaiba kasi siya magsulat sa lahat ng classmates namin kaya SURE ako na sulat kamay niya yun. HAHA.

There were times din na nasa pila kami during flag ceremony, kinakalabit nila ako ng isa pa namin classmate. HAHA ako naman si KILIG. Who wouldn't feel that way na kalabitin ka ng crush mo di ba? haha.

My very first time na nakausap siya and kamuntikan maging seatmate sa bus was nung fieldtrip namin. Hehe. I still remember pa na I bought some extra snacks so that I can offer him some. (CRAZZZY!) He had his first cellphone that time. I think it was a Nokia 3210 or a Motorola. I kept on borrowing his cellphone that time. Nasa unahan ko siya kasi nun and he showed me his cellphone so I borrowed it to see. Wala pa ako cellphone those time. Mga after months pa before I had my first cellphone. It was Nokia 3210 din. Yun pa lang kasi ang click that time haha. 

It was my first school fieldtrip. It was fun!.. Siyempre andun din kasi siya e haha. We went to Fort Santiago then we also went to Aliw theater in Star City.  

Ooopss! I'll be continue my story during fieldtrip na lang a, I forgot the other e, madami kasi ako iniisip right now hehe. SORRY for that. I'll be adding it na lang.

O, I remember another EMBARRASSING moment with him! haha. The day after our fieldtrip, we had our class agad. Scouting day din namin nun so we are in our scouting uniform. We have two kinds of uniform in scouting. Sa girls my isang dress and meron din na shorts and t-shirt. Then sa boys naman Pants and Polo and Shorts and t-shirt din. We are wearing the Shorts and t-shirt that time.

I had my FIRST PERIOD that day. UNFORTUNATELY, HE was the first one na nakakita ng stain ko sa shorts ko. I was standing infront of our teacher's table and nakatalikod ako sa classmates ko. The all of the sudden, I didn't know na may stain na pala ako. I didn't know that I already had my period that time so I'm not aware. I was surprised when I heard him saying "O, it's a blood clot!" OMG! It made me feel like. (RRRRR) Bakit that time pa?..

I went back to my chair agad and didn't know what to do. Then my classmate giving me some suggestions what to do. Buti na lang pauwian na din kami nun before we had our scouting. When I went home.

We also had our FIRST Youth Encounter or also known as Retreat or Recollection. We were assigned to have our Retreat at Horacio dela Costa somewhere in Silang if I'm not mistaken. Overnight kami nun.Then that was the very FIRST time that we had our VERY first CHANCE and TIME to TALK as if we didn't had our fight. But not about mine or his feelings. But it feels good na din. There was a time ther na our facilitator gave us some piece of bond paper and cut it into small then told me to write something there na gusto namin and gave it to the person na gusto namin bigyan. Kahit kanino even hindi namin close. My friend told me that time when I was writng na the guy daw was looking at me but hindi ako naniwala. Then nagbigayan na kami ng mga papers to each other. Even I really want to give him some piece of it, mas minabuti ko na wag magbigay kasi I was afraid na baka he wouldn't accept it if I did. I think he didn't give me din so patas lang hehe. I saw him glancing at me that time. Someone told me pa na "BAKIT KASI HINDI MO BINIGYAN, CHANCE MO NA SANA". I didn't allow that person to distract me kaya hindi ko na lang pinansin ang sinabi sa akin. Until that night of MEMORABLE moment came. We had our so called Meteor shower if  I was not mistaken. We are in an encircled monoblocks chairs, magkaharapan yun.  We are going to talk to someone kung sino man ang makaharap namin. We are given about few minutes to talk. When it was our turn na. The first thing we did was, WE tease each other agad hehe. I remember him saying na

"Yung isa nga dyan kinaiinlovan na e ang sungit sungit pa(sabay nahihiya na natatawa)"

Late na nagsink in sa utak ko yung sinabi niya so I just answered na 

"E yung isa nga dyan feeling gwapo, hindi naman gwapo(in a tone na natatawa din na nahihiya but deep inside I'm saying "SHET ang gwapo mo) haha.

It was a crazy moment kasi when it was our turn na all of people there was looking on us. They teasing us. Nakakahiya! hehe. Naiilang ako that time. Hindi kasi ako sanay. But I regret that moment bakit ko pa nga ba hindi ginawang maging sweet sa kanya that time. Maybe I was too young pa that tie and I really don't know what's happening around me. 

Pinakakinilig ako that time nung may hiniram siya sa akin after nun then I borrowed his cellphone din then nagkatabi pa kami sa may upuan outside ng room namin. KILIG!

It was almost a very PERFECT night!..

Why did I let that moment passed?

Maybe there was a GOOD reason why. I have faith in God. I know there would be the right time for me to say my feelings for him. 

The most saddest and happiest part was nung graduation na namin. I feel like sana maging classmates pa din kami until highschool hehe.. I remember pa after the ceremony e, maguuwian na. Halos magkalapit lang ng upuan yung parents niya at parents ko and we have our digicam so I took a steal photo of him while he was talking sa mom niya hehe.

That's all for today. I'll be updating my stories in this content and other chapter of this stories so KEEP reading guys :) Hope you'd like this.