The Unexpected

The Dream.

"Push, push as hard as you can!" a nurse screamed in my face as with so much vim and spit I felt like slapping her. She was a white middle age woman who obviously lacks manners and self respect. You lot remember nanny mcphee? (if you don't your way too young).
That's what my eyes are dealing with.

For some strange, odd reason, it we were the only two people in the delivery room. Where is my family? Friends? Tyrese? Had they all abandoned me?

"I can't , it hurts." I cried as I was in the worst pain of my life,a pain no woman has to go through ever in her life. The pain was unbearable but bearable at the same time,its literally unexplainable.

"Well you wouldn't be in this pain if you listened ,would you?" A voice too familiar, a voice I hear constantly hear in my conscience before I make any decisions that I know would fuck me up in the future. I turned around to see the nurse who is now in the form of my mum. This can't be real. This is obviously a bad dream I need to wake up from.

"Mum?" I said with so much exhaustion and stress in my voice.

"I told you but you don't listen, now you must face the concequences!"

"Noooooo! " I  screamed as I woke up with so much vim in my voice. It was a bad dream. One of many I am due to recieve. Its not that deep, its just pregnancy some of you lot would say, but it was the begining of the end for me. In an african household, especially with a mother like mine, it is not only just pregnancy but also an abomination. An abomination, so deep I know, but that's the only thing my mother will see me as, not a daugther. 

I needed to take my mind off this, I don't want to think about this anymore. i don't want to think about this foetus inside of me without my permission! 

Ohhh shit, i was meant to meet Tyrese. 

I quickly checked my phone for the time which read 6:46. Phew, gladly I had a bit of time. I immediate got up and made my way towards my wordrobe. I pulled out a pair of ripped dark jeans i had been wearing previously, put on my canada goose coat and my white air forces. That's all i needed really, oh and my phone and my lipgloss cause Tyrese literally lived  down the road from me, which made sneak ins and outs easier not going to lie.

Ayo must not know I left the house because even though his the cutiest little man he has the biggiest mouth, and i really cannot risk being caught so me being me, extra,  I sent Alysha text telling her to distract Ayo. While she quickly did that, I left the house without a sound, making my way towards Tyrese's yard.

 Another terrifying event that i was not prepared for.