So I just found out I beat around the bush and not even tell the problem. So my boyfriend asked if I was on my period because I was so emotional and because I posted "Why am I so sad and mad" on my Snapchat. He also asked me not to listen to I don't wanna live from the fifty shades of grey movie. He thought I was listening to some suicide junk. Then I didn't tell what the realm issue was just that I might sound crazy. So yea....that. Teenage emotion suck.
Its like one part of me don't want to tell anyone how I'm feeling but another does and its like a switch. One minute I telling him how I feel then out of no where I retract back and tell him to forget it and keeps going on. Its like I'm not in charge of my own brain. This has been going on since I got with him and I don't know what to do. I don't feel like killing myself just feel like sitting in a dark room for a minute and think about my life choices.
