Michael's "Suicide"

"I'm here with you now.."

I see you at heaven. I still had all the cuts on my arms. You asked what happened. I told you bits and pieces of that I could remember. You began tearing up from the sight of me. I wiped your tears and lifted your head. I said "Why? Why did you kill yourself? Where did I fail you?" You just looked at me with tears in your eyes. I hugged you so tight while crying. I just wanted everything to be okai. You struggled to get out the words "I'm sorry". I looked up and said "don't be, I'm here with you now.."