Repairing a Smile

No One Will Hurt you, I Promise

|~|Aphmau POV|~|

"NO STOP! YOU'RE HURTING HIM!" I screamed watching myself stabbing Aaron. "Aphmau you can beat this! I know the woman I love is still in there!" He screamed holding his wounds and backing as I held the knife getting closer and closer. Stab, Stab, Stab. I watch him fall off the cliff, while I hysterically laugh. I couldn't stop sobbing. "AARON!" I screamed. I gasped and tears kept falling. I looked around, I was in Aaron's sleeping arms. No lodge, No snow, no blood. It was just a dream. I say to myself. I snuggle closer to Aaron and try to get some sleep. But after that, how the hell will I do that? I watched myself stab him and I wasn't strong enough to stop it. I don't deserve to be here. I don't deserve him. Just then, Aaron woke.

|~|Aaron POV|~| 

I wake to Aphmau snuggling close to me but crying. "Aph?! What happened?!" I say holding her hands. She started sobbing again, "I-I watched myself- s-stab you, and I k-kept screaming but I-it wouldn't stop, I COULDN'T STOP IT!" She screams holding onto me tighter. I rub her back, trying to be the comforting fiancé, "He's gone.. It's okay.. I'm here, I will always be here.." I held onto her tighter, and wiped her tears but they couldn't stop falling. I turn on a light hearted show on Netflix, and sit her in my lap. I wrap us in a nice and warm blanket, and hold onto her. "Everything will be okay." I tell her tightening my grip on her. I could hear her heart slow down, she was calming down. I still can't believe she has those nightmares.. I honestly thought she would have nightmares about what happened recently... 

|~|Flashback|~|

She shoved his arm away, and ran to me, but was immediately shot in the heart. My heart was pounding and my eyes were as wide as they could get. No , no! She's the only light left in my life! I run to her aid, but it was too late she was bleeding out and not breathing well. I picked her up bridal style and ran to the house. There Zane was crying trying to help KC. He looked to me and helped me set her down and ran to grab another first-aid kit. "It's gonna be okay A-aph- Zane is bringing a first aid kit, you're going to be o-okay." I say, caressing her hair behind her ear. I was lying and she could tell. "Aaron... It hurts-" She says, grabbing my face. Zane runs back in the first-aid and hands it to me. I put a towel on her heart, trying to choke back my tears but I couldn't. She spoke some words, but it was too late. (heuheu get it? Too Late? you know what ill go-) Her eyes were glassy and dull. I stood up, my vision was blurry and I couldn't see straight. I walked down stairs destroying everything. I broke the glass and took the sword and left the jacket. "I'll avenge you Aph." I say, looking to the brightest star in the sky, hoping in some way she can hear me. 

|~|Flashback end|~|

|~|Aphmau POV|~| 
 

"Aaron? Aaron..!" I yelp, trying to get the dazing boy's attention. His werewolf ears and tail pops out and the tail wraps around my waist. "Aaron?" I say looking up at his frowning face. "Yeah, Aph?" He says looking down to me. I smile and bop his nose, "I love you." He chuckles as we turn our attention back to the Netflix show. He takes me off his lap and sits me beside him. He lies down and then I lay in front of him as his heats warms my back. No need for that blanket.  I flip over this way my head is facing his chest. I lay my head down, and fall asleep. In his heat, I feel safe. The safest I could ever be knowing he will protect me. He likes me for me and that's all I've ever wanted out of my lovers. "Rest well love, no one will hurt you, I promise."

AUTHORS NOTE: Thanks for reading this new chapter! Sorry this took longer to write, I was losing some lovely ideas I originally had. I Which brings me to a new topic; The wedding. That is also soon! That's all I give ya! Also some people may be confused about the nightmare Aphmau had. The "NO STOP!" part is her screaming in her head because she is under control. If you remember Lucinda, Zane, and Aphmau said they were completely aware of what they were doing.  It was her screaming at her controlled part to stop hurting Aaron. Just to clear it up! Have a good day my Lovely Lemmons!

~LemmEmm