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IM BACK!!! Must READ

Hello ppl that will now officially kill me how was your summer?

Well anyways im back and thats all that matters i guess. Now before you start complaining at how long i was gone let me tell you what has happened ok....

So as soon as school ended we went on a weeks vacation to palm springs to visit and aunt of mine we had fun and had lots of laughs but here's the thing my phone was completely disconnected with no wifi or nothing so the only good use my phone had was music and games that were already in my phone.

After that week we went back home and as i got home me mom asked me a serious question. She said what would you do if i asked you that if you wanted to move to palm springs. I wass excited and said that i would love to live there.... So long story short we did end up moving there over the summer and now i am currently living in this pretty big apartment here in palm springs and no longer live where i used to live.

So technically i spent my entire summer packing and unloading things. After that my mom registered me to a new High school to start my freshman year. Now im currently three weeks into school and i hate it cause i knew from the start that i wasnt going to like the ppl there and guess what it was true half of the ppl i met there are a**holes and mostly the girls which was no surprise to me as i predicted i was going to hate the ppl at the school...

Anyway like i said im three weeks into the school year and i literally have no freinds i sit quiet in all my classes with my one ear bud in listening to music and the teacher and at lunch i sit alone on a bench looking like a loser no one bothers to talk to me. when the bell rings for the next class i do the same thing i did in my other ones bell rings to go home im out and as i get home i go to my room and continue using my phone thats it boring huh

Well that has been my routine for the past three weeks!!! And it sucks knowing that no one even bothers to talk to you. I remember my first week there a group of girls came up to me asked if i wanted to hang out and at that point i was about to change thought about the ppl in the school and say hey maybe they aren't that bad. BOY WAS I SOO WRONG...

They ended up abandoning me and i didnt even get to sit down with them for 1 DAMN MINUTE!!! And that happened to me twice or three times all with different groups of girls in one week. That school was literally a living hell.

Everyday during lunch when im sitting all alone i always imagine how happy i would have been if i stayed over there in panorama with my friends cause we were all going to go to the same high school anyway before i decided to come and move here.

If I was still there and with them i actually would be looking forward going to school cause with them i can be my self i would be laughing and having fun everyday instead of being alone in almost every class just waiting for lunch to come just so i can be all alone once again.. Thats just not a way to live.

Before i left my friends i would be laughing and smiling at school even once i got home just telling my mom the stupid but hilarious stories that me and my awesome friends experienced cause everyday was different there was always something new and exciting everyday with them unlike now were I have to sit alone at lunch and class everyday just wishing they were here with me. They were just and still are the best ppl i ever met in my entire life.

So i guess you can say that the reason i wasnt uploading the whole summer and now was because

1. I was busy and didnt have the time.

2. My phone was disconnected and still is only that now i kinda have wifi which is why i was able to write to you now.

3. Just by reading this you can tell that i have been feeling very depressed ever since i started school  to even write to you at all.

Well there you have it thats the reason i didnt update for soo long but dont worry from now on i will try to update as much as i can starting today.

Oh and I know my best friend jasmine and Jackie have been reading this book so i just wanted to say that im sorry that i left you and didn't tell you i was leaving it was just so sudden I also want to lets you know that i miss you guys so much  and that if you see Marvin and the the others tell them that i miss them soo much tell them how much i wish they were here to help me get through this hard time im having right now. Cause i really need a good laugh you guys were always there when i needed one and i still remember the times i made you guys all laugh haha. I just hate being alone I remember always being alone when i was young and it scares me to know that i have to go through that without you guys being there to support me. I love you both so much hope to talk to you soon somehow in the future ok bye.

My Awesome BFFS

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Carla

Jasmine

Jackie

Corie

Marvin

Elio

Christian

Chris (aka Tommy)

Chris

Andres

Steven

Alan

Lupe

Juan

And probably some other ones i missed but all you guys kept me feeling positive about my self and i miss you guys.

I guess that all for now until later and i hope you all understand please and Thank you have an awesome day bye :)

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~KID