Not Right

Chapter 5: First Time

A/n: this chapter involves yaoi so if your don't like that then don't read half of this chapter.

Narutos Pov:

It's weird seeing the moon full. After all these days the moon now wants to show its full self. I wish I were to be the moon. The moon is big and bright showing it's perfections all over the world. Showing it's true self. I can never show my true self. It's like I have a mask on whenever I smile. My smile is never true. Behind that smile is all my sorrows building up and up with no control.

I gaze at the window for another fifteen minutes or so thinking about life. Thinking.. what if I wasn't ever born? I chuckled. "If I'm not born I will never be hokage!" I thought. I have to live up to that dream. I will be hokage some day. Believe it!

I laidback on my bed trying to get to sleep. All I could do was toss and turn. I got up.

"Why me?!?" I whined walking to the door. I left my apartment. Not running away. Going to see him again.

"Here I go..." I mumbled to my self. I knocked on the door a couple of times. I cleared my throat and bit my lower lip. Why am I so nervous...

She opened the door. Not him. The girl with pink short hair and green eyes. I gulped. "Uh... hi naruto... what brings you here?" The Girl asks. I ignored her trying to see if he was there. "Trying to look for sasuke huh?" She chuckled. I nodded. "He's asleep" she rolled her eyes closing the door on me. A little breeze went over me giving me a scent of him. Sasuke...

I knocked again. Sakura- Chan don't you dare mess with me! The door opened. It was the boy. The boy looked a mess. Tired.

"Naruto..."

I smiled giving him a big hug. He backed it off. I sigh. Why has he changed. He's so different when sakuras around.

"You gotta leave naruto... you can't be here" sasuke wept. I shook my head. "Why sasuke why?" I ask him over and over again. "That night, it was nothing to you? Huh? Well to me with it was everything to me! I know you're not like me but at least hear me out" I bawled. Sasuke doesn't listen. He closes the door slowly. Before he could close if I stopped the door with my foot. "Naruto, im Sorry" sasuke apologized.

"For w-hat?" I stuttered. Everything suddenly was fading away. The sound of sasukes voice went faint. My eyelids closed slowly and slowly till I couldn't see anything.

Sasuke... what did you do to me?

Sasukes Pov:

Sakura slapped my across my face.

"Was this all planned?" Sakura fumed. I shook my head. "No, what won't you get?" I argued. Sakura- Chan, why are you jealous? Just because a boy and a boy slept together doesn't give guy the right to be threatening me. Sakura grabbed my throat trying to choke me. "Do you really want me to tell everyone that you're gay?" Sakura asks gripping into my neck tighter. I couldn't breath at all. Damn she's strong. I then grabbed her throat making her release her hand from mine.

"I honestly want you to die" I smirked gripping her throat as hard as I could. Surprisingly she was still alive. Good for her. "S-s-asuke..." Sakura tried to speak. I bit my lower lip. "Listen here bitch, I don't care anymore so, you can tell everyone I'm gay or stop messing with me a naruto's business... you got that?" I ask Sakura taking my hand off of her neck. She tried gasping for air till she passed out. I chuckled. "You think you can mess with me sakura- Chan... just know I'm the stronger one here".

I struggled picking up Sakura up. Damn she's heavy. I went out my door and went into a trail near my house. I laid Sakura in the middle of the trail far away from my house as possible. I sighed.