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chapter 5 (oh , what?)

"I guess i like you"

Y/n pov
i , myself , cant believe what i just said to Chan. I couldn't even face him right now , i was afraid of his response.

he stared at me. I tried looking anywhere but his eyes where i could get lost.

Chan chuckles , "you like me?"

"do you think im joking?" i said as I finally made eye contact with him. I already felt weak.

"look , i dont know how to feel about you , you shouldnt like me" he held my chin up

"i cant control my feelings chan!" i said in a higher tone

"its not a good idea to like me , im sorry" Chan said as he walked away

I felt heartbroken , my heart was heavy , i didnt want him to go yet , i didnt want to face him. I sat there , looking like a mess while crying. This was what i was afriad of , rejection.

Chan's pov
i felt bad , leaving her there , i could hear her sobs as i was leaving. I want to say "i like you too" but i was afraid of hurting her. Should i take the risk? i know my feelings very well , i have never felt like this to a someone before.

time skip

its been a week since we last talked , everytime we made eye contact , it only lasted for a few seconds before she looks away. It hurts me on the inside. Those sleepless nights , i spent , thinking about her. I really do want her to be mine but i was scared of rejection and losing her. I wanted to sort out my feelings before confessing. I had soon decided that , i should take the risk.

Last period is science , luckily we are in same class for science , i left a note on her table asking her to meet me after school at the rooftop , where i rejected her.

-school bell rings-

i dashed to the rooftop as soon as the bell went off. I was nervous

Y/n pov
When i came to science class , i saw a note on my table asking me to meet them at the rooftop after school. I was curious who the person is , i checked for the name but there wasnt any name on the note

As the dismissal bell went off , i went up to the rooftop , on the way there , i was wondering who the person could be. To be frank , the only person i had been thinking about was Chan. I hadnt talked to him for the past week , it pains me but i tried to get over him. My bestfriend , Irene , was supporting me this past week.

I reached the rooftop , i was too lost into my thoughts when i bumped into someone , i looked up , i saw Chan.. , i quickly got up to leave but he gripped on my wrists.

"y/n , can we talk?" Chan said in a low tone

"Im waiting for someone" i said avoiding eye contact as i tried to free from his grip , he was too strong for me.

"I am that someone" Chan said , as my face lit up , i knew it !

"fine , say the things you want to say" i replied coldly

" im sorry y/n , this past week has been empty without you. The reason i rejected you was because i didnt want to hurt you. I realised how much you mean to me. I had sorted out my feelings , its all for you y/n.. , please forgive me" i was in a state of shock , my mouth hung open as he uttered his last few words

"i have also realised that , i like you too." My eyes widen.

"did i just-" i tried to collect my words but failed miserably as i stuttered

he cupped my face , "i love you y/n" , our faces were just a few inches apart , i was so tempted to kiss him but before i could make my decision , his lips crashed onto mine . I couldnt help but melt into the kiss.

Little did we know , Jisung and Felix were at the rooftop doorway , recording everything.

At first , the kiss was very needy but soon , our lips were in sync. I stopped to get some air . I cupped his face , "i love you too Chan" this time , before we crashed our lips with each other , felix and jisung ran circles around us.

"we did it!!" Felix screeched as he high five-ed Jisung

"aww look at this , Channie having his first girlfriend." Jisung stated , i couldnt help but blush , he obviously saw and put his hand around me waist to tease me more.

"so what? we hot , we young" I chuckled at Chan singing nct dream's line.

"you know , i never thought you could be this cute , why dont you show this side more often , surely girls will swoon over you !" I joked

"I dont care about them , i only care about you because you care for me too right?" i blushed at his comment

"ahem ahem" jisung faked cough , i rolled my eyes

Author's note
They are finally together!! Wait not really , maybe the next chapter ;) im pretty sure this is the longest chapter i wrote yeet ! anyways leave your opinions on this chapter and leave some suggestions too !

Hope you enjoyed this chapter!!