Aug pov
I woke up surrounded by doctors. "Ayo mane wea' she at, let me up I gotta find her" "Sir calm down, where's who?" "You know damn well im talkin bout Mimi" "sir she's gone" "man how could yall let this happen' "sorry". At this point im fuckin pissed, sad, mad, allat'. Nobody knows how much I love her.Nobody knows what I go through. I guess this is it, she's gone and I gotta accept that."Mr.Alsina your free to go." I didnt respond I just left. I made it home, I decided to write music aince there was no one here to vent to.
Nobody knows what I go through
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes
You got friends that ain't friends no more
They don't understand the life I chose
See the money and the fame
It can hurt everything you love
Got some people that depend on me
And I can't give up
They don't know what I'm going through
They don't know what I'm going through
[Verse 1:]
Nobody saw the struggle they just see the reward
They focused on the peace but they never saw the war
Homies I started with ain't make it till the end
They used to be my niggas now we ain't friends
Long as I'm putting niggas on it be all good
Soon as I tell them that I can't they're the first to go
I see 'em trying to come around since I'm out the hood
But I see 'em being fake so I let 'em know
I got to let 'em know
[Hook:]
Nobody knows what I go through
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes
You got friends that ain't friends no more
They don't understand the life I chose
See the money and the fame
It can hurt everything you love
Got some people that depend on me
And I can't give up
They don't know what I'm going through
They don't know what I'm going through
[Verse 2:]
Now everybody run up with their hand out
Maybe 'cause I stand out
See me in a video, thinking that I'm cashing out
They don't see my homies with the notices on their house
They just think I'm eating so they sitting with an open mouth
Laying back saying I should give 'em this and buy 'em that
I remember back when I was hurting, working selling crack
Where were all these niggas at claiming they my fam
If I lost it all tomorrow I know they won't give a damn
[Hook:]
Nobody knows what I go through
Wish you could put yourself inside my shoes
You got friends that ain't friends no more
They don't understand the life I chose
See the money and the fame
It can hurt everything you love
Got some people that depend on me
And I can't give up
They don't know what I'm going through
They don't know what I'm going through
(ah, ah) Nobody knows [5x]
Nobody knows mmm nobody knows
AUGUST ALSINA X NOBODY KNOWS
---------------1 month later
Aug pov
Im still depressed about mimi dying. I dodnt make it to her funeral , I just couldnt see her that way, so im sad about that too. Yall cant know. Then i got arrested for what idk. I talked to kiwi , my grandma, & marcus to see why they did that. They said some bout Tinashe but I think they was lyin'.cant trust family nomoe, pshh what a shame. Oh yea I meet this woman at therapy , name kameron, she encouraged me to go out , I was hesitant at first, but I agreed. I'm getting ready now.
---------hour later-----
I pulled up to the club and walked in. I was havin fun , drinkin, smokin, gettin lapdances ya feel mehh, until somebody walked in.it couldnt be, it just couldnt. Maybe my mind playin tricks on me, but they stared at me for awhile then just ran outside. I was curious so I followed. "Ayee ma wait up" . The girl was thick af but when she turned around I was suprised, shocked, happy, mad all in the same.
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Livin' A Lie
FanfictionNiaomii is your typical "nerd". She stays in all day studies, wears glasses, and dresses in baggy clothing.She's also quiet, but one night her friends pressure her to go out. She meets August Alsina, the man wanted by every breathing, walking thing...
