I don't know how long it's been since Winter Solstice. I don't remember much from that night, nothing important really happened. I know I
showed up to the party, like Elain wanted. She gave me a present, as was expected.
I didn't want to go because of Cassian, I know that. And I know that he followed me home. But other than those two minor details, I remember
nothing. Although that doesn't surprise me, I don't even remember what happened yesterday.
The day's go by in a blur, and time isn't recognized anymore. I go to the tavern every night, I find a man after some time and I bring him home, to
my bed. Every day. I get drunk and I get fucked, the only thing I use to recognize that time has passed. But who cares? I'm out of their way. On the
other side of Velaris. Hopefully I'll disappear altogether, if I just forget long enough.
YOU ARE READING
A Court of please let this be the book storyline
Fanfiction(art credit to whimsicalilustration on instagram) This is how I hope the Nessian book goes
