Before you read the one shot I want to say that English is not my first lenguage and that i'm sorry if something doesn't make sense or if I wrote something wrong. Feel free to correct ;)
In which Jade didn't pass Jed's dead even if she's with Perrie now. Based on the song Ghostin by Ariana Grande. What do you think of this song?
And there i was crying again. I dreamed about him again. I tried to hold my sobs and control my breath since Perrie was still sleeping, but I know that in a matter of time she we'll be up. I sat up in the bed and took my phone. 2 A.M.
I was about to stand up to go to the bathroom, so I wouldn't wake Perrie up but suddenly her hand stopped me and made me lay on the bed again. She wrapped her arms around my waist and I buried my face in the crock of her neck, starting to sob again.
I know you hear me when I cry
I try to hold it in at night
While you're slieepin' next to me
But it's your arms that I need this time (this time)
Leigh:''And then Andre and I we- Jadey, are you even listening?''
Leigh and I went to Starbucks for breakfast. While we were talking I saw a couple sitting at what was mine and Jed's spot. Leigh keep talking but I just couldn't focus anymore. My vision went blurred and I was iperventilating.
Leigh:''Jadey, are you okay?''
When she stands up to come near me I stand up as well and get out of Starbucks with Leigh following.
Leigh:''Jade, Where are you going!? Please talk to me!''
I didn't listen to her and I kept walking. When I couldn't listen her anymore I turned around to see that she was gone. I went to the cemetery and to Jed's tomb. I kneelt down and starting to sob, again.
I don't know what time it is and I don't know how long I have been here but suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around me thightly. In one second I knew who it was. Perrie. I turned around and, standing up, I wrapped my hands around her neck while her hands slipped down to my waist.
It was always like this. Have passed 10 months since Jed's dead and 5 months since I was with Perrie. I don't think that anyone could face all that stress. She's my hero.
Look at the cards that we've been dealt
If you were anybody else
Probably wouldn't last a day
Heavy tears, a rain parade from hell (from hell)
Perrie:''Shhhhh, baby, I'm here. Don't cry please, you know that I hate when you're crying and I hate the fact that I can't do anything about it.''
She picked me up in brydal style and put me on her bike, then we went home.
We were on our bed, she was caressing my hair while my head was on her chest.
I was about to sleep when I felt a tear fall on my cheek, but it wasn't mine. I sat up and look at her while she kept her gaze on anything but my eyes.
She looked so hurt and vulnerable. She looked down and I hugged her thight. She buried her face in my neck and starts to sob. I hate myself for making her cry but I hate myself even more knowing that she won't admit that all this hurts her.
Baby, you do it so well
You been so understanding, you been so good
And I'm putting you through more than one ever should
And I'm hating myself 'cause you don't want to
Admit that it hurts you
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again over him
I know that it breaks your heart when I cry again 'stead of ghostin' him
Minutes passed and we were still hugging. She stopped crying and sitted up to put me on her lap. She looked at me with those ocean eyes and smiled a little.
Perrie:''Sorry, I just.. Listen-''
Jade:''No, you don't have to be sorry about anything. Now I want you to listen to me, ok?'' I waited for an answer and she just nodded.
Jade:'' We'll get through this. Okay? We're strong and we love each other so much. You don't have to worry about anything.''
She just nods again and smiled at me, a real one this time, before kissing me.
We'll get through this, we'll get past this, I'm a girl with
A whole lot of baggage
But I love you, we'll get past this, I'm a girl with
A whole lot of baggage, oh yeah
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It was a saturday night and we wanted to watch a movie. Perrie was picking the movie while I was making pop corn. When they were ready I put them on the table in front of the couch and went to grap a blanket. When I came back Perrie had already put the movie on and it was on pause. I sat next to her and put the blanket on us while she picked the pop corn putting it near us. While we were watching Aladdin I started thinking about Jed and what would have happen if he didn't died. About Jed and I possibly sitting on that couch watching TV... but I have my Pez and she's everything to me, I would never even think to leave her.
Perrie:''What's wrong, Jeed?''
Jade:''What? Nothing, why?''
Perrie:''Oh come on, I know you. You are not singing along to the songs and you're not talking about how much you love this movie. I know that you miss him and that you want him to be here instead of me and-''
Jade:''Perrie! Would you close your mouth for a minute, please? I don't want you to think that, okay? I'm happy here, with you- No. I'm more than happy to be here with you and I cannot even imagine a world without you. We' ve been through so much together and we'll be through more. Because you're my other half, you're my soulmate. Understood?''
Perrie:''Yeah. I love you so freaking much, I'm so lucky to have you by my side.''
Jade:''I love you too, Perriebear.''
Though I wish he were here instead
Don't want that living in your head
He just comes to visit me
When I'm dreaming every now and then (And then)
And after all that we been through (And after all that we been through)
There's so much to look forward to
What was done and what was said
Leave it all here in this bed with you (With you)
(Guys sorry if it ends like this but I wrote this shit a year ago and know I don't have imagination right now. I have other stories almost ready and if you want I can share it with you here. If you all want I can take requests too. Sorry for some mistakes but like I said I'm not english, I'm italian andddd nothing XD. Thank you for your time. Love you, hope you like this <3)
