there are days where i feel if i eat anything, i might fall apart. there are days where i feel if i don't eat, i will keep on that path. there are days where i want to get on the scale but there are days where i'm afraid of the number that will be looking back at me. there are days where i'm mad that i'm back into this mindset. there are days that i want it to stop but every day, i tell myself i don't want help.
