Him

falling hard

After we dropped Archer and rider at the the movies some how the little twat got ten bucks out of me, but that's besides the point! Me and Justin went around town and looked at all the stuff their is to see kinda boring but he thought and I quote "this is so sick" about a million times. We decided to take a walk around the park and get to know each other. "No u didn't your such a lier" Justin states as we are walking by a pond "yes I did honest to god" we are talking about the time when me and my guy friends went streaking around the block! God i remember like it was yesterday I haven't seen them in months..

That's them the one on the left is josh and the right is jack, we were the three J's. We took this picture right before we did god I miss them I should face time them when I get home. As I'm thinking i here someone yelling and next thing I know I'm in a freezing cold water! "What the hell?" I screamed then I realized my camera was in the water!! " omg no no no, what's wrong with you?" I asked getting out of the water as Justin is laughing I am livid " you weren't paying attention so I nudged and u fell!" "nudged? No u pushed me!! My camera it's ruined god your such a dick this is the last thing I had as a reminder of my mom with the last pictures so just go don't talk to me!" I made my way to the car, I get in the car and sit in the seat I try turning on the camera but it won't and this camera is so high tech it doesn't have an sd card so I guess that's it I guess. I lay my head on the steering wheel about to let my tears fall when the door is opens and the jackass himself gets in! I suck my tears away cuz know one is gonna she this Latina cry I roll my eyes. I put my camera in the glove box and slam it shut! "J I'm sor-" "don't talk to me please" we pull up to the movies and Archer and rider get in. "How was the movie?" I ask "it was okay" my brother and rider say in sync god I swear their more alike then me and him. The rest of the ride was silent we pull into the driveway and I run upstairs and shut my door and lock it. God I don't know what I'm gonna do now!
         A few hours later and I've completely given up on trying to fix the damn camera I put it in a cup of rice in the kitchen. I decided to go to sleep no point in doing any thing else right? I lay down and slowly drift off to dream land

*flashback dream*
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     I walk through the door of my home the smell of peaches and cinnamon coming through the house that smell was always there. " MOM! I'm home" I yelled so she could here me but no response "MOM!?" She never told me she was going out I wonder were she is? "Mom?" I Checked every we're except her room. I Run up the stairs and open her door she isn't in there so I check her bathroom but the door is locked maybe she is taking a bath with headphones. I bang on the door "MOM!" I knocked and banged it she wouldn't respond what if she's hurt I start to kick it. It starts to give in... finally it busts open I walk in and immediately scream "MOM!!!" She is in the bath wrist slit and not responding! I rush to her and pull her out "Mom please wake up... please!" She won't answer "mom please don't leave I need you...mom please!" I cry into her chest thinking she will never get to see me graduating or walk down the isle or get to see my kids!  I call 911 saying my mom committed and that I need help they will be here in about five min. "Mom! Jacky I'm home!" Archer says oh god I can't let him see her like this I get up and lay a towel over her as I'm about to run downstairs I see a two notes I pick them up and walk down. My eyes are puffy and red along with my face archer notices my face quickly. " jacky what's wrong" he says concern on his face god how am I gonna tell him this. I began to cry " archer... Sometimes people leave..." I say trying to find the right words "jacky what's going on we're is mom?" He says " archer... baby boy... moms gone she left us" I say " what do you mean left us like she went to the store or..." he says worry in every word. I cry harder " no archer like gone gone" I say. He starts to cry "MOM!!" He try's to run upstairs but I grab him and hold him he's kicking screaming and hitting me! " jacky stop I can save her she'll listen to me!" He says cry yelling " ARCHER YOU CANT SHES GONE IM SORRY" he stops and just hold me and I hold him we are both crying the police come in and I tell them she's upstairs my aunt came as soon as possible "jacky oh honey and archer" she says " im so sorry little j" wait what did she call me "little j" the voice is faint " little j..."

*end of flashback*
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     I woke up and see Justin sitting over me "what are you doing in my room" I ask I notice my cheeks are stained with tears " I heard you shouting and crying in your sleep... are you okay?" He asks sympathy in his voice I know I'm mad at him but I really need someone right now " no I'm not I was dreaming about my mom again" I said and looked at him he was staring at me I know he knows what happened " I'm sorry want to talk more about it?" I shook my head no " okay well when you feel like it I'm across the bathroom..." he began to walk off but... " wait do you think you could stay with me?" I said I don't want to be alone " sure I'll take the floor" he said but I asked him to stay so the least I could do is let him stay in the nice bed " you can sleep in the bed with me" I said " j I don't know..." he says " Justin please I have seen you naked and we used to cuddle when we were little now get in the damn bed!" I said and pulled the covers back " fine sure" he said he hopped in bed and we are not touching just laying there next thing I know I'm sleeping.

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I hope you guys liked this chapter I know it's bad I just have ideas I'm going to try and update more