About Time

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Yeah no, No thank you, I'll pass on that are all the fast facts I should have said to myself every time I thought I could keep us together.

I should have listened to my instincts instead of my heart.

You continuously hurt me on purpose you vengeful bastard all the pain and humiliation held in for so long. You laughed at my pain and walked away from all the effort I was puttin' in.

I was never gonna live up to your expectations or grow to carry all the burdens you forced upon me. I always put you first buying and providing all the things that your heart desired never asking for much in return. It got so bad that I told you, You didn't need to love me back, just show me some respect. You couldn't even honor that.

Throughout all the arguments and venom we threw at each other when we were hatin' on one another did you ever notice I was never the one to walk away and turn my back on you. I showed you my broken heart and stood strong for all the stars I had been wishin' on. As time grew between us all the days seemed to shorten we were living in the dark the sun was never risin'.

You said it yourself I gave you my summer lovin' so warm and passionate it was never faded. All you gave me was Ice and Frost-bite. But that's okay because I'll be prayin' for you. I pray that you find someone that can set a fire deep within you to melt away all the frozen bits and pieces. I'm sorry I failed you. I pray that you find the path in the road that that leads you to all your dreams comin' true. Remember to dream big and there's someone out there that will complete you.

And don't you worry a second all your secrets are safe with me. Before I set this pen down to rest I want to thank you for beating me when I was down, you woke me up and took all my weaknesses for better or worse only time will tell. I'm prepared to be beaten by the next person who I give my all to. So thank you and God's speed until you take your final breath...now whos next? 

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