Without a Family.

3| Moving In

TW: Mentions of r*pe and s*icide!

"When I was in 7th grade I had a crush on a girl named Amber. She was pretty, nice, kind, and cared about me. We had our special place where we stayed and talked all day long. Until we grew up and high school started. She had to move back to America, where she lived, on the first day of school. I had told her that I liked her and she liked me back but it was too late. When she went to America, I was sad. I never talked to anybody until I meet the guys. I never told them and they still don't know. She promised me that she'd come back. It's the last year of high school and she's still not here. But I am slowly moving on. It hurt then, but now not that much." Said Hyunjin. He had tears in his eyes, but he wiped them and smiled at me.

I felt bad for him and so my body moved and I hugged him. I don't usually give hugs but this time the person needed it. He froze in the spot, but slowly moved his arms and hugged me back.

"It's okay. You have the guys and I'm here now. I know it hurts, but you are moving on." I said still hugging him.

"Thank you Y/N."

"It's okay." I broke the hug and asked him.

"Do you have eyes on anyone else?"

He blushed "Maybe I do." He said as he ruffled my hair.

"Well, this is my house. Goodbye then." I said waving my hand.

"Goodbye, see you tomorrow," He said as he started to walk to his own home.

*...*

"Good night mum, dad, and sister wherever you are, I love you," I said as I was looking at the beautiful stars in the night sky.

TIME SKIP NEXT MORNING

I woke up to see that I was late. "Fuck" I said as I started to get ready. I was running to school so I wouldn't get there late, but to my luck, the lesson had started. I knocked on the door and got in.

"I'm so sorry Mr.Kim. I just woke up late and I had to run to school, I'm so so sorry." I said while bowing.

"Y/N, you can try to apologize but you are still going to detention. You know I don't like it when students are late to my class." Said Mr.Kim before he continued to teach his lesson.

TIME SKIP AFTER SCHOOL

When I finished detention I see the guys waiting for me. I go there and they started to ask me a bunch of questions.

"Where were you?"

"What took you so long?"

"Did someone hurt you?"

"Do I need to talk to someone?"

"I only had detention, that's why I'm late."

"Oh thank God, I thought that I had to talk to someone," Chan said and sighed in relief after.

"Let's go to your home to get your stuff." Said Minho with a smile on his face. I nodded and we made our way to my house.

I got everything and after 10 minutes we arrived at their house. It was really big and it was actually very nice and clean for a house that 8 boys lived in. They showed me my room, which was simple and I liked it. They put my things down while I plopped on the bed.

"I'm going to stay here for a while and relax because I really like the room," I said.

"Okay, Chan will call you when dinner is ready." Said Jisung and I hummed in response.

When he closed the door I unpacked my things. While I was unpacking my eyes saw a purple paper. The purple paper that my sister left when she committed suicide.

A tear dropped from my eye. I was 19 so the time to read the paper had come. I sat on my bed at started to read it.

Dear Y/N
When you read this letter you'll be mature enough to understand. I always loved you, you made me laugh, you made me love myself. You believed in me even when I didn't believe in myself. You were always there for me even
when our parents passed away, even when we
got bullied we still had each other. You might be asking why I killed myself when you're reading the letter. I was coming back from school one day when on the way I got bullied and raped. I...I couldn't imagine what would have happened when I told anyone because of how scared and embarrassed I was, so I hid it away. But it was killing me on the inside. I got broken. I couldn't deal with life. I wanted to make you happy but I failed. I felt like a burden after and thinking of telling you made me feel like shit. I killed myself to stay out of your life and not ruin it. Always remember that me, mum and dad love you very much. We will be looking over you from the sky. Whenever you feel sad, look up at the stars and we will be there next to you. I love you, my little sister.

When I finished reading the letter I started to cry. My family...I miss them so much.

TIME SKIP 2 WEEKS

Two weeks have passed of me living with the boys. They make me laugh, they make me happy. We do everything together. We have ship names for each other and nicknames. Their the best friends and second family I could have asked for. I never thought living with them would be fun and interesting. If you ask me who I'm closest to, I'd have to go with Hyunjin. Sometimes I think we have more than just friends or a "brother-sister" relationship, and I think he does so too.

Does Hyunjin like Y/N more than just a friend?

Does Y/N like him more than just a friend?

What about Amber, will she come back to high school to meet Hyunjin?

Find out in the next chapter of "Without a Family."

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HELLO! It's me again with another chapter! I hope you liked reading it and please comment (comments are appreciated). Have a great day! (EDITED!)

Kay♡

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