The perfect life does not exist! Even when you think it does, it doesn't. if you think your life is perfect, you are blind. Perfection is a concept created during moments of temporary happiness.
In a moment so perfect why would you focus on the negatives, why would you even think negatively especially when your life is so perfect? Maybe you don't focus on the negatives because your whole life would start falling apart. And that. That would drive you crazy.
If only you had realized all of this sooner, you could have avoided this craziness. This is your fault, you are in that place because you were blinded. Blinded by that asshole of a human being. Is that white room making you feel better? Are you rocking back and forth wondering what happened?
Don't worry. I can explain what happened. I can tell you where you went wrong.
