clouis imagines.

Speechless (Part 2)

*** If you're sensitive to topics like depression, self harm, suicide and etc you might wanna give this imagine a miss. You've been warned. ***

Final part of 'Speechless'. Go read Part 1 if you haven't already.

The whole night between Clem and Louis was filled with cuddling and comforting whilst they snoozed. Louis had came to realise that was what he needed to heal his broken emotions. He felt safe and warm in Clem's presence, it was the best sleep he had in a long time even if it was only a few hours.

The sun now was shining brightly through the dusty and boarded up window, it made Louis' face glow as it's light fell up on his features. His eyebrows furrowed, as he opened his eyes for them to meet the deadly beam of the sun. Groaning, he turned his head to face the wall and snuggled closer into Clem's chest. He could hear her soft heart beat, his tired eyelids dropping as he listened carefully. It was relaxing and soothed the boy, it was as if her heartbeat was a drum being tapped lightly.

Louis wasn't normally the first to be awake, but his eyes ached from the hard crying before he went to see Clem. The pain had caused him to wake, it prevented him from falling back to his much needed sleep.

He pulled his lanky arm up to his eyes, he stared at the self made wounds from last night. Some more deep than others, the blood had dried and made the cuts stand out more with a deep crimson blood painted over them. An emotion of guilt washed over him. He knew it was a risky move, they could get infected if they weren't treated correctly. An infection could lead to death, and he didn't want to just yet. Even though he made everyone think he was suicidal, he really wasn't. The boy was just going through a rough patch, and since he couldn't speak this was the only way of showing people how hard things where for him.

He guided his finger along one of the deepest looking cuts, it was rough and dry. He resisted the urge to pick his scab, although it would be so satisfying to the boy. He ran his finger in a downwards motion on the inside of his arm, it travelled from his wrist to his elbow. The skin was bumpy, the cuts caused this. He didn't like the look of them, but he kind of liked how it felt whilst making them. He was able to release his mental pain, but the consequence was they caused physical and very visible scars.

Clem's eyes soon fluttered open, her breath hitched as she felt a weight on top of her. She peered down to see Louis laying up on her. His head rested on her chest, as his dreads tickled her chin softly. Her golden eyes gazed over him, he was such a cutie. They soon enough drifted down to Louis' bare arm. Her soft glance tensed as she was taken back.

Her stomach dropped, her whole body tingled with dread and anxiety.

His arm was filled with scars, each one had a meaning. The girl was horrified, they all looked so deadly. The ruby red blood was more than noticeable in the golden sunlight, it was dry and looked some what flaky. She could tell they where fresh, they where thick and looked deep.

"Louis..." The girl whispered, which made the boy on top of her jump out of his skin.

She watched as he quickly sat up, which made her gasp as how quick his actions where. He fondled with his green sleeve, and pulled it down which covered his whole arm. His dreads dangled over his face as they covered his panicked and flushed expression.

The boy went to get up, but Clem stopped him before he could even make a single move.

She softly wrapped her arms around his waist, pulling him into a backwards hug.

He gave in, despite the fact he wanted to crawl away and hide in his room. He reminded himself that he needed to give into her love, or his state would only get worse.

Clem rested her chin on top of his shoulder, she held him tight as muffled sobs escaped his lips yet again.

She loved this boy, she didn't care if he couldn't talk. But she knew he loved him back, and that's all what mattered.

Okay boi sorry this was rushed :( Is it weird I enjoy writing stuff like this? I mean it's intruging, anyway thanks for reading.