Hey, I know nobody really reads this, (if you do shout out and let me know), but its been a while and I thought i should catch you guys up on some things. I am now 20, damn has it really been three years! I still live at home, I did move out for a while because I was doing okay with my life as far as I knew but in reality I really wasn't. I got into some trouble and did some things if you want a story on that leave a comment let me know.
Anywhore I have finally got my life going back in the right direction. I have a job taking calls at a call center, it is not the best job but it pays the bills and I have met the most amazing people there! I can honestly say that for those of you who are not yet out of high school don't be surprised when you go out into the "real world" and realize it is just a crazier form of high school. For example, at my job I had this friend who was awesome! One day she just randomly quit talking to me and I was so confused and hurt. Months later come to find out some rando was talking shit about me to her saying how I started some rumors and sad part was my friend KNEW that was not true cause she knew i had never talked to this girl. Long story short I have not talked to said person since then.
But even though real life is tough you do find those friends who make it worth it like my two best friends: Natalie, whom I have known since fifth grade who is the most kind caring person ever and would do anything for me and I the same, and Jennifer, I met her at work and we instantly knew we were going to be best friends who always knew what to say and always can make me feel better we know how each other feel and we click so well. Those two beautiful people make my life so much better.
While writing this I honestly realized that if any one of my coworkers found this I would be instantly screwed this has all of my thoughts and feelings. I vent on here, it has my embarrassing story that I wrote when I was 16 or 17. I don't plan on stopping and I don't plan on filtering myself it was just a realization.
I am too ADHD for this shit man.
My problem is I can talk to a tree, so pretty much what I am getting at is that if some one wanted to start a conversation I would HAVE to reply to them no matter what. even if I don't want to like don't get me wrong I can be the most anti-social person in the WORLD but I'm too nice. I can't even pretend to listen to music to get out of a conversation because I would feel bad about it. What is wrong with me!
Anyway I think I have taken up enough of your time reader, Until next time?
Stay classy y'all
Xx- T
