That boy you thought you loved, that boy who made you smile while just holding your hand, you lost him which means you lost the greatest thing that has ever happened to you, that boy made you face your fears of losing him and it hurts so much every time you think about him. How much I wish I could have went back and changed what made him lose feelings for me. By now I feel like we are back at square one just strangers who don't talk and where I have this huge crush that I don't think will ever happen because I'm me. I wish that I could just find my prince charming and be happy, never ever break up over the most little and stupid things. I just want him more than anything but we are now strangers and strangers will probably stay strangers for the rest of time.
