lie behind my truth

5

"Donnie are you serious" I said as I got up looking confused and shocked

Donnie a good friend is supposed to show you things like this so you won't be looking a fool not to mention your ass was just trying to fuck the other day so don't go there.

If you and your girl is in an open relationship let me know so i can just leave it alone.

Donnie looked at me so upset and disappointed he throws a glass bottom towards me and it shattered hitting the wall. He mumbled under his breath and began walking down the hallway to his room.

I was so angry that he threw the bottle that I ran towards him and tackled him on the floor slapping and punching him yelling that I hated him.

In all honesty I didn't really hate him. I loved him I just hate that he made my life a little more difficult by us having a relationship and if our relationship didn't work our friendship sure as hell would have been ruined.

I continued to yell and cry and slap him as he blocked my hits to his face and was struggling to get the words out his mouth but managed to grab my wrists really tight and push me off of him but it wasn't long until i broke out of his grip and continued to slap him.

I assume he started to get really mad because then he hovered over me and grabbed me by the throat telling me to shut up.

I didn't listen I was still so angry that I spat on him.
That's when I knew I fucked up.

He wiped away my saliva from him face breathing heavily and spat back on me and called me horrible names. He let go of my throat and climbed off of me.
I sat up and leaned against the wall in the hallway.

"Donnie when you leave here don't ever come back and I mean that. You've completely ruined my respect for you and our friendship. "

He looked at me saying " fine but don't blame this just on me because you gave me consent and what I do in my life is my business I don't need you anyway. All you do is show off to people you dont know just to get validation. Not to mention your not even being true to yourself or your fans. You tell them to love themselves and be their selves but look at you. Your fucking me on the low bit still claim to be a lesbian. Just say what it really is man. You can't accept the fact that your fucking a guy who is your best friend who's in an open relationship. And don't you ever spit on me. Are you fucking crazy. You lucky I love your confused ass or I swear I would've crushed your fucking wind pipes.

I jumped up from off the floor yelling and getting in Donnie's face looking him right in the eye.
"WELL DO IT DONNIE I FUCKING DARE YOU"

To make things worse I did spit in his face again

He quickly grabbed me by the throat and pushed me against the kitchen counter.

"You keep testing me and see what happens"

Is that a threat huh? You threatening me now DONNIE!
I spat in his face again and again. His grip got tighter and tighter on my throat. I managed to spit one last time before he slapped me across the face. I then clawed at his face, his grip then loosed on my neck. I pushed him off of me then slapped him across the face. We tussled around in the living room breaking most things that were in our path. He tripped over the living room table and I took my chance to get on top of him and choke him the way he did me.

I wrapped both hands around his thick neck and squeezed. Donnie then reached for my face but I leaned away still squeezing his neck. He managed to punch me in the stomach and I instantly groaned and cuddled my stomach getting off of him.

We sat on the floor leaned against the couch both panting.