Bully|| Omaha boys

Chapter 3

I walked out of Sam's house, it was starting to get dark. I was wondering how long i was out I remember my car was still at school. I walked to the school and drove home, I got home and walked to my room. I took off my clothes and went to take a shower. Once I was in the shower I looked at my stomach, there was a gigantic bruise on it. I washed my body and washed my stomach as gently as I could. After I finished my shower I went and lied on my bed, thinking how to talk to the jacks without getting abused. I decided that I would text Sammy. " sam what are Johnson's and gilinsky's numbers"? He texted back about 2 minutes later and I added them to my contacts. I composed a message to both so they would both get the message. I sat in my spot for a good 5 minutes trying to figure out what to write and how to write it. I finally got what I wanted to text and I started typing." I know what you think happened and were told, but I can assure you none of the shit is true! I was your friend and I trusted you to be there for me and protect me, but obviously I was wrong and now it's you who are doing the wrong things. I wish sometimes I never met you guys or even wish I wasn't around! But I have told myself day after day things will get better and are worth it? But now after today I'm not sure anymore. All I want is one answer and that is. If I died what would you do?" And hit send i felt a weight lifted off my shoulders. I kept my thoughts and anger to myself me being to scared to confront them face to face. About 5 minutes later my phone buzzed. It was a text it read " you want the truth, the truth is you deserve everything happening to you I trusted you as well but all you wanted was sex! How the hell am I suppose to trust you! I don't want you in my life.i.don't.need.you-Johnson". I felt a stab in the chest form what jack just said. I read and re-read it over and over. I didn't realize I was crying, I was emotionally unstable because of those boys. My phone buzzed again with a text " the truth is I never wanted you to get hurt and I vow from now on you are to be treated the way you should always be like a princess-gilinsky". My heart skipped a beat from his text, but still no matter how Incredibly sweet Gilinsky was Johnson was the one I wanted I don't want it any other way.