There was a guy who didn't believed in love but one day it all change when he met someone at the school in the most unexpected moments.
He was young, he wasn't afraid of anything. He didn't think twice about dying for a second. He thought He was invincible. Then He met a girl, He wanted to live, started to think like that; for the first time he was afraid of death. He had never felt like that before.
But wait, this young man is not your ordinary man. He is weird, timid and ashamed of showing his hidden talent. No Girlfriend Since Birth. How can a boy like him be liked by that girl. Is he gonna pursue or will just kept his feelings inside till it expires??
My name is Gustav, 18 years old.
It's SUMMER and I am chilling with my friends while watching Women's basketball I saw a girl with a simple yet dangerous look. A sad eyes with a glimpse of hope. A silent yet eccentric, so simple that only the wiseman can only see the special things in them. I knew it when I saw her. She's the one.
Weeks have passed yet I'm not able to know what was her name where does she live till I knew that we have a common friends.
I asked what was her name.
My friend replied "Her name is Bella,She is the one with a broken smile.
I asked "What happened?
She is fresh from break up. My friend exclaimed.
When I knew she was broken. My world shattered because I thought that girl was the one. But deep inside I do not know but I'm really attracted to broken girls. xd
I knew it wouldn't work so I said nvm and thank you for telling her name.
But to be honest, some thoughts when inside of my mind. I think she was the girl with a broken smile but I know she is worth my time.
I was playing a game I know I couldn't win in the first place.
So I started to message her, talk to her and try to know her very well.
I don't know how to talk because it was really my first time in talking to a girl.
I am trying to fix her and try to cheer her up behind those sadness and what she's being going through.
I never felt this way before, I am not used having my genuine love being reciprocated and I am starting to like her. Then finally we talk about our lives, our plans and we really vibe but I knew it's going nowhere. Now this was the time I had the guts to ask her for a date.
I was worried and I fear she is going to reject my offer but lucky for me she accepted it.
Damn, it was lots of butterfly in my stomach, no probably bats. HAHAHAHA
We went on to our first date. I thought it was a joke, I thought I was going to be ditched. It was really my first time talking to a girl. I was a first timer but then it went all natural. I try asking her what happened between her ex. I try to comfort her. I was trying to fix her and as much as possible not to fall in love with her. But I never felt this way before and maybe it was my first time that is why I'm thinking I'm falling for her already.
Afterwards we went home already and I was happy that I am able to treat her right.
BAD NEWS FOR ME. I WAS ALREADY FALLING.
I tried to stop my feelings. I tried to think the other way around. I'm scared and I don't wanna take a risk but every time I see her face I think It was not love at first sight, It was love from every sight.
I tried to consult to my friends on how am i able to deal with this dilemma. They say that if she will go with you for the 2nd time around, She's the one. I try to be honest with my feelings as much as possible. I was playing a game I knew I wouldn't win.
