Devils' Line Oneshots

Aznai x Reader ANGST

-Edited 6/26/20. Warning this has Suicidal thoughts, cutting, and death. Also may have manga spoilers.
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I was perfectly fine before he came along. I thought being alone in this world was normal, something I couldn't change no matter how hard I tired.

Let's start at the beginning.

My father met a man named Tamaki Anzai. When I first saw him he was in prison and was actually allowed to talk to us. I didn't understand why but all he told me was to be careful.

My mother never liked me, she'd hoped for a human child but all she got was me, a monster. Someone she didn't bother to care, not even look at. She wanted to get rid of me, she went straight to my uncle.

I could stop him no matter how hard I tried to, he was always there whether I liked him or not.

-Flashback-

I was walking home with my two closest friends, 1/F/n and 2/F/n. I stopped to pet a cat but they continued to walk but slower so I can catch up. Once my head left the cat that's when I saw it.

My uncle on top of their corpses, covered in blood. Human blood. I ran towards him trying to punch him but he fled.

I lost control, it was like my vision went red as I cried out. I didn't move, attack, or even drink the blood coming out of their bodies.

I hear the sound of the train and just stayed there. I didn't hear people calling out for me to move. I just wanted to end everything there.

-Flashback Over-

I lay down on my bed, staring back at my ceiling. Imagining what I could've done in the past. My wrists were covered in blood as I remember the moment and broke down crying again.

A few minutes later, there was a knock at my door. I opened it and Anzai walked in.

"What the hell were you thinking?!"

I said nothing. I didn't want him there for me, I didn't want him here.

I was too scared for that to happen again. Sure my uncle is in jail but who knows who could be out there watching me.

I promised myself that I would care about someone else. I broke it, I fell for Anzai. Someone who was already happy with their relationship. I was crushed and knew at this point that I could love someone.

"Just get out," I whispered at him.

"What was that?" He asks.

"I said get out of my house."

"Y/n, I'm here to check up on you. I'm not gonna just patch you up and then leave. Please just tell me what's wrong."

"Your with a human, aren't you?" I hear him sigh.

"Yeah."

"I knew it, you're just like him. I never wanted to open up cause it would lead to what happened years ago. Someone like you wouldn't understand no matter how differently I tell you." I pushed him away from me.

"I lost two of my closest friends to that bastard! I tried everything I could to end my life but you were always there to stop me. I was glad for a moment but when I realized what I was thinking I had to push you away. I didn't want the same scenario happening again. I knew falling in love with you was a mistake, you have a beautiful human by your side. I'm just broken there's no point in trying to fix someone like me!"

"Don't ask anything, don't say anything, don't do anything. Just get the hell out Anzai."

He leaves through the window jumping from roof to roof.

I threw everything on the ground, breaking things. I didn't care at that point. I just want someone to come finish was my uncle started.

I just want someone to bring me back into the light.

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I didn't write this for fun. I had lost someone every dear to me and it did break me to the point I started cutting. When my family found out they did nothing. Only my sister. All they said is that god doesn't like this and just stop. They did nothing to help me and only my friends. Even if I still did it now they wouldn't care. I didn't say that for attention I just want to say that I'm here for you no matter what. Someone cares about you and I do too. Whether you be gay, bi, lesbian, transgender, no matter what.