Changes (GirlXGirl)

Ciara Athens

      Ayoko ng  mag panggap, nag sasawa na ko. Hindi naman ako masaya, ang mga nakapaligid lang saken ang masaya. They say i have him and Im lucky 'cause he's is a good catch, true enough. Im lucky 'cause he understand more that my parents does, he's even helping me to like him even more.

      I like him yes like hello, danielle is a good looking guy, very very sweet, extra caring and a bubbly person. He is easy to get along with and he's a chick-magnet, every ladies out there might fall for his smile but what the hell?! Just what the hell is wrong with me. I did everything. He did everything for me to fall for him but i just can't, i lke him but again not in a affectionate way. I've decided, I'm decided!

"come on ara" he pleading say

"i..i just can't dan it's been 3 years and i can't feel any-

"im warning you woman! Don't. Just don't say it" he reamarked and i kept my mouth shut

Andito kami ngayon sa Starbucks Cafe para mag usap. I thought magiging madali ang gagawin ko sabi nila the truth will set you free pero hindi, guilt is eating me dahil sa ginawa ko kay danielle.

"3 damn years ara! I helped you i did everything for you! You just can't dump me like this! Like you never know that Im smitten over you" galit sya at alam ko'ng pinipigilan nya lang wag mapasigaw.

Now, im speechless. Good job ciara really! What now? Danielle is broken and i can't say a word to consolehim, ayoko ng mag salita pa dahil ayoko na dagdagan ang nararamdaman nya

"no..no babe let's talk it over we can work things out. I can double the effort if that's what you want. Just. Don't. Fucking. Leave. Me" bawat salitang binitawan ni dan ay may diin at lalo ako'ng na guilty ng tingan ko sya

"dan Im so so sorry I really am" at hinwakan ko ang kamay nya pero winaksi nya yun, galit nya ko'ng tiningnan. None is the angelic dan that i knew, he smirked at me

"so what d'you wanna do know ara? find a girlfriend, bring her home and introduce her to your parents?" he mockingly remarked and my brow arched, lumawak pa ang ngisi nya ng makita ang reaction ko

"speechless babe eh, babae lang ba? I've been very patient with you lady, very much! Is it because you dont fucking find me appealing huh? Ah i remember, lesbians want a hot night, hot date" dagdag pa nya and i reached my boiling point

"y..you- nanginginig ko'ng sabi but instead he cut me of with demonic laughter, like he saw his predator doing silly stuffs infront off him

"why baby? Hot sex eh, you want tha-

I didn't let him finish, i slapped him as hard as i can.

"You fucking son of a bitch! I know i've hurted you badly, but insulting me like this is off the hook asshole! I am a lesbo who the fucking care huh? I though you understand but you didn't you effin' pig!"

Agitated. That's what  Im feeling. Pag lesbian hot, wild and rough sex agad? Fuck you media for making our image clean not.Pornography sucks bigtime!

Tumayo na ko and i'm ready to leave ng hawakan nya ko sa pala pulsuhan ko

"hey ara baby im sorry..i..I'm just hurt, i'll give you time to think"

"bye" with that lumalikod na ko, my mind is clouded and what happened earlier's really bugging me. Great. Just great! What if mag sumbong agad sya sa parents ko? What if..

"what if ipag kalat nya?"I  whispered and mentally slap my self hard 100 times i even choked my self

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