I'm Fine I Swear Russia x America

then show me your arms!

Poland stamps up to Japan. Japans hands never leaving her hips, Poland growls as she approaches she is kind of taller than Japan ties into the whole imitation thing "what the fuck are you doing to my brother you whore" poland snarls " what are you going to do about it" Japan says poking Poland's kind of flat chest "I'd snap your neck" Poland says in a matter of fact tone "alright ladies please calm down" America said voice was kind of scared Japan rolled her eyes(?) Poland huffs and turned around only to spin back on her heal and slap Japan across the face leaving her cheek red, Poland ran back to Germany who had pink tinted on her cheeks, playing with the sleeves of her white button up, I gave a worried glance to America as he held my hand again "let's leave before Poland comes back here and kills Japan" he said with a smile
(time skip to the end of the day)
We walk to my house holding hands, this is a normal acurrents. I unlock the door, no one was home. America already know in where my room was took off his backpack holding it in his left hand "well we should probably get working" he said walking up the stairs to my room me in tow. we sat on my bed him spreading notes out "I'll work on the this you work on that" usa said pointing his finger to one thing and the another
(time skip 3 hours)
We were writing things down talking to each other about what we were going to do until my phone ring "father" shown on the screen "I'll be right back" I said picking up my phone from the bed I'm walking out of my room to the living room sitting out on the couch answering the phone
America's POV
"I'll be right back" Russia said looking down on his phone picking it up before walking out of the room "probably his dad calling" I said quietly to myself I dropped my pencil off the bed rolling under the bed "motherfucker" trying to hand under the bed feeling around for my pencil until I felt something cold and Metal I grabbed and it cut me I pulled my hand out it was a knife with Russia's flag on it covered in Old and New Blood I gasp he won't be she won't be doing that what he I tried to convince myself now my best friend wouldn't want to die does he want to get away from me how many Psalm start to cry myself back on the bed Russia walks back in "Russia" I said slowly does it do I show him the knife his eyes widen he stutters "America that's not-" "show me your arms" "I'm fine America!" "then show me your arms!" he rolls up his sleeve showing bandages stain slightly crimson he sits across from me unraveling bandages to show Cuts new and old I gently grabbed his hand Russia "why would you do this?" he goes silent for full minute "it's just some super stupid reason" he said intertwining his fingers with mine " it's not stupid if you're doing this" I go silent before speaking again "if I lose my best friend it would Be horrible, I already lost one of my friends to suicide and I don't want to lose another" hot tears tears were streaming down my face I felt his arms around me as he slowly pulled me into his chest rubbing my back "I won't leave you" I said I look up our lips inches apart "promise?" I whisper "promise" I smile nuzzling my face in his chest if he only knew how I felt we pull away from the hug Russia redoing his bandages I saw something else in his eyes sorrow she looked up at me and what I saw it in his eyes was

Love?

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Time to forget this book ever existed and then speed write a chapter
Bye kittens~BBB