One Heart 2 Hold

It was a cold, winter night, and you were walking home alone. It is around 7:30pm, and the only light there is outside is coming from the street posts. You are trying to rush home from an awful day at work, and you cannot wait to get home and see your boyfriend for 2 months, Zach.

You were so glad that he chose you over all of their loyal, screaming fans at that concert back in San Diego, California. Zach kept looking at you during every song. You smiled at him, and he winked at you. Right after the show, a security guard said he wanted you to come with him. As soon as you saw the sign on the door that said "Allstar Weekend" you knew that this was going to be the most important day of your life. The security guard told you to sit down, and that someone will be with you in a couple of minutes. After he left, you looked in the mirror that was in the room and tried to make sure that you hair was okay. You smiled into the mirror, and said to yourself, "Just chill. This could be something really awesome, or really stupid. So don't get your hopes up." You were about to sit down, and heard a loud conversation coming from right outside the door. "...are you sure? I don't think you should do this. What if she doesn't want you?" "I'm sure, she smiled at me, so she wants me. Don't be jealous, Cam." You see the door knob turn, and quickly sit down. Zach looks at you, and smiles. "Hey," he says to you, and sits next to you on the couch. "Hi," is all that came out of your mouth, the conversation between Cameron and Zach shocked you so much, and you couldn't understand what could happen next. "I saw you in the crowd earlier, and, uh, was wondering if you wanted to go out with me?" was how it all started.

"Zach, I'm home."

"Hey babe," Zach says to me, and kisses me gently. "How was your day?"

"Not so good. My boss was a total ass today, having me do all the work, meanwhile other people just sat around on their fat asses and watched me. How about you?""It was really good. I wrote a good start to a new song I've been working on for the past week. You wanna hear it?"

"I would love to," and smiled at him. I went over to the closet and hung up my coat and went to the couch and sat down. Zach came out with his guitar and sat right next to me. By the looks of it, he was really happy to show me his new song. I love hearing him sing. I love watching him sing his heart out on every line. It shows that music means a lot to him. "Okay, tell me what you think." I nod at him, signaling for him to start. "You say that it's foolish, too fall in love with ya too quick, but sometimes you can't pick, just gotta go where the heart drifts, you say that it's foolish, to fall in love with ya too quick... Just for tonight, can I love you like its the last time? Days go by, don't wanna lose you like I did my mind, we're feeling' older it seems, I'm running outta my dreams, can I love you like its the last time?" "Zach..." was all that could come out of my mouth before I threw myself at him, and started kissing him. Zach grabbed my neck and threw me down on the couch, and started kissing me back. He started to take off my shirt. Zach kept kissing me after he took off my shirt. I was trying to get his shirt off, and suddenly he took it off, and picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. We've never done it before, because I always told him that I wasn't ready yet. I did want to, but I was afraid that I was going to regret it because we were moving too fast. Maybe that's why he wrote the song, to help me realize that we've been together, and that he wasn't going to leave or let anything separate us. He gently put me on the bed and started to undress. I was just looking into his eyes. He has the most gorgeous eyes I've ever seen; the most perfect blue. I’ve always dreamt of how it would feel, to be “inside” someone, and I’ve always found it a little strange, the whole concept of it. Zach has told me that he has had sex before, but I share the same bond with Cameron because we both are deciding to save it for someone meaningful. But at this moment, all I care about is how Zach feels, and how he is telling me that I’m ready for this life-changing experience.