I'm losing sight of the hopeful sky
All I can see is the similiar color of my mind
I don't wanna live on a delusional lie
But I also don't want to live a life of the limited kind
I'm losing hope for a better world
We see the tragedy on tv and in the newspaper
But what can we do to make this sick world feel better?
Imagine if our donated money included Maslow's pyramid
I'm starting to lose myself
I'm not half the girl I used to be
Who am I? An imitator, originator, director or actor?
For each time I changed, should I give an apology?
I'm about to lose my way
I was told to get lost in the forest
Where I better make it alive by myself
Without knowing who I should trust
Or I will get eaten by mistake
I just lost my own kingdom
Now I'm sitting here as a prisoner of my silence
If only people could hear my internal screams of sorrow
Just give me a hand, even if it doesn't make sense!
Recently I lost the game
Now I have to pay with my everything
And nothing will ever be the same
Oh, look how they will look at me from now on
And I lost my freedom, heart, mind, faith, respect, life, money, family, pet, love, friend, sister and home
And there's no point of return, when it's all gone
All in all I lost everything