Have you ever fucked up? Like, really, really fucked up? Like - the kind of fucked up that you can't even go on with living - kind of fucked up? Well I, Richard Goronski, have. And it was bad. Really, really bad.
Honestly, what am I gonna do after I get out of this hospital? I'll be alone. I'll go back to being a loner. No ones gonna be there for me. I don't have any place to go. I'd ask to stay with Jake - but I burned his house down. So that isn't an option. Plus, he probably wouldn't even want to see me anyway.
He probably hates me. Like really hates me. But, I don't blame him. After everything I've done - why wouldn't he hate me? I've hurt him and so many others. It kind of sucks. The person I've become.
But, how did it even turn out this way?
Why did it even turn out this way?
