Yours truly. H.S

Chapter 8

Harry pulls into a big empty field, I could see little purple flowers in the distance and a glistening lake even further into the distance, this place was stunning, I've lived here my entire life and I've ever seen this place "wow Harry this place..." he grabs my wrist and leads me further into paradise "is ours" he replies a playful smirk on his pink plump lips "is ours" I reply and let him lead me through the beautiful purple flowers "how have I never seen this place? It's beautiful" we reach the end of the river and Harry's sits down "I made it my like mission if you will, to find a place I can just have for my self, I don't think you've noticed this, but I'm kind of a loner, you're the only person who's talked to me since I moved here, that's not an awful thing, I mean it's how it was when I lived in England, but you, I mean, you do something to me Arabella, and I don't know how much longer I can contain my self.." harry shuffles closer to me his face inches from mine, a smirk playing at his lips, my breath gets caught in my throat is he going to kiss me, he's going to kiss me, oh my god he's really going to kiss me suddenly I'm yanked back into reality when the cold water hits my body "HARRY!" I shriek I look to harry who is laughing hard "you should have seen your face" he puts his head in his hands and laughs even harder "you are so gonna pay for that" I swim towards harry and splash him as hard as I can with the water "hey!" He yells "back at you" harry splashes me back, I feel the cold waves around my body and a shudder "hey, come here" I swim towards harry and he pulls me into him "I did mean what I said though, about you doing things to me" Harry's face turns serious as he looks into my eyes "I really don't know how much longer I can contain my self ara" I shuffle closer to him, our hips touching "maybe I don't want you to contain your self" I couldn't take any longer, I wanted to kiss him, no, I needed to kiss him "harry ple.." I didn't need to finish my beg, harry smashed his lips against mine, it was the best feeling in the world, electricity sparkles throughout my entire body, I couldn't get enough, I've never felt more alive, never felt more content, never felt more happy, harry grabs me and holds me around his waist by my bum, which makes me let out a small moan "ara.." he walks over to the grass and lays me down on my back, harry hovering above me "ara you are so fucking beautiful" I looked into his vibrant eyes, they didn't look like the usual playful ones, they were full of something else, full of hunger, need and want, he started to leave a trial of kisses down my neck, "harry" I moan which leads him to sucking in my skin above my collar bone, my body suddenly feel hot, too hot, I lift up to take off my dress "fuck.." I look up at harry who is taking me all in, I had no idea what I was doing, I've never let anyone see my naked, but with harry, it felt right, I wanted to do this, I wanted him, all of him "ara.. no" no? "What?" I sit up and look at harry "ara, I don't want to do this" ouch I felt so embarrassed, rejected, it's the worst feeling in the world, I feel like I could cry "so you kiss me, you touch me, you see me naked, and you say no? Why would you lead me into thinking you wanted this, if it's the complete opposite" he shakes his head "Arabella, I kissed you and yes I touched your arse, so what? That doesn't automatically mean I want to fuck you on the grass" he laughs he's fucking laughing? "You know what harry, fuck you" I grab my dress and storm away from him, then I realise, we got here from Harry's car "you want me to give you a ride home beautiful?" I turn around to see harry walking up to me, a smirk on his face that damn smirk "don't call me beautiful, I'm supposed to be mad at you" I fight the urge to smile but when harry leans in and kisses my neck I let out a laugh " Arabella, trust me, I wanted to, like god, your the sexiest women I've ever fucking seen, it's just, I don't want to rush, when we do it, if we do it, I want it to be the most perfect time we have ever had in our life, I don't want to remember it as a quicky on the grass" he laughs again and I can't help but laugh back "your right, I don't know what came over me, I'm sorry" he shakes his head "no need to be sorry baby" i feel my self blush, he's never called me baby before "baby huh? That's a new one" I playfully punch Harry's arm "shhh" I laugh as harry puts his finger to his lips "do you want this picnic now?" A loud grumble suddenly erupts from my stomach, that was disgusting my face suddenly burns red, I was so embarrassed "I take that as a yes" harry laughs and grabs my wrist pulling me to him "don't be embarrassed baby, I don't care" I smile at him and peck his lips "then yes, hand me a sandwich already" he laughs and grabs the picnic basket "here you go ma'am" I smile, this is how we met, harry handing me a drink, that day seems like forever ago, but was still one of the most amazing days of my life, and the worst "thank you sir" I take the sandwich and take a bite damn this shit is good "wow, harry, I'm not even being dramatic, this is the goddamn best sandwich I've ever had my entire life!" He chuckles "I'm glad you like it" my eyes almost pop out of my head "like it?! I love it!" Harry nearly doubles over laughing "you're adorable miss Michealson" I smile as I finish off my sandwich "and you are the best sandwich maker in the entire world Mr Styles" we both crack up and continue to eat the amazing food harry prepared, this day was probably one of the worst days of my life, until harry came into it and made it the best, I've never felt this way about someone, I don't think I ever will again, harry is going to be the end of me, but did I mind, nope.

Authors note
Hey everyone, their first kiss and argument whoooop whoooop, thank you all so much for reading I love all you do so so much ❤️❤️ next chapter bitches 🤪