So I go by the name of Barbie . It's like I been trying to find love but I just can't 😪. Well check this out I've been dealing with this boy name John for about
5 years now. We done been through a lot . So let me give y'all the break down, it all start when I was in the 10th grade going to the 11th. John just constantly kept bothering me no matter how much I told him to leave me alone he just wouldn't do. I use to hate him I just wanted him to leave me alone idk why he wouldn't. So one day I end up going to my auntie house and boom here go John again so after that I just decided to give John a chance and actually talk to him because it seemed like everywhere I turned around John was there and he wasn't letting up. So me and John went to school together so of course I seen he everyday 🤷🏽♀️ he use to walk past me and blow kisses and all I can do was blush. Than I end up meeting bran where bran was so handsome but we was from the same hood so I scared to talk to him because I believe for some reason since we from the same hood that mean we have to be like brothers and sister 😪. By than me and John started getting serious 🤞🏽 we started to like each other more and do nasty things 💦🍑🍆🤦🏽♀️. John was like my first love so anything John wanted to do I did all because I thought I loved him 🤧 but as the years went by I realize what we had wasn't real love 😫 it was only to use and abuse me ......................