Today I have mixed emotions on how I feel, I feel a little upset but also somewhat happy. I am upset that I can't think normally for my anxiety. I'm always thinking up situations in my head that will most likely never happen. I had anxiety before I even knew it was a thing. In school I thought I was just shy in most situations but no it was anxiety. I'm on medicine or supposed to be but I haven't taken it in a while because I wanted to see if I could control it myself, I can't. I do pray about it even though I don't read my bible as much as I should. I do feel like my living situation adds to my depression and anxiety. I live with my mom who is disabled, I can't drive yet & I rarely go out of the house which makes my anxiety worse when I do go out. We will see how today goes.. I'll update later.
