FINDING LOVE

Chapter one : Fuck foster homes

Running away from the foster home was the best thing that has ever happened to me but where I'm I going to ....I don't even know
I got this apartment and it's quite cozy I made a few buck off showing my body off that's what I do for a living I know that's bad cause I'm a Christian and all but I don't know this is what life throws at me
Some times growing up without a mother or father nor siblings is the worst thing in life and i am admitting that ...
From what " they " the foster people told me  ...They said my mum dropped me off and ran away but how is that possible?
Leaving me there when I was barely six months old
What type mother is that !!
I don't know ?maybe she was young?,old ?who knows fuck it
I needed her but she left
And left me with the devils .....

I just wanna forget , relax and have fun then get and official job in the club where I can get at least money for feeding
I'm just working as a part timer but it's for now
At the foster home I didn't really finish school and I'm anti social it's like who I am
But I am the best in my class trust me I think 🤔
I have got a boyfriend
His name is James
His 18
So I'm i
But I think we love each other he makes me happy
Maybe as your reading this you probably think my life is perfect
Trust it's not
I pass though pain
Torture
Heart break ( not from love )
And so many bull shit
How I wish I can just wake up and find out that my eighteen years of living it's just
a dream
That's what I wish
But that's not what it is
I'm off ........

Vivian POV

" Vivian !! Wake up "
" shut the f**k up you bitch leave me alone "
" is that how you want your life to be . To be all alone ?"
Getting up really angry
" James how dare you ! After allowing you to leave in my apartment and you are saying this again !! What is wrong with you !!  Ugh I don't want to start this again this fucking world is fucked up you know " I said and walked out going to the kitchen to make coffee and start a new day

  James
Is a killer he makes me angry every time
He is never there for me
I literally make the money in the house I don't just want to be leafy alone
That word "alone" kills me cause I was left alone all these years and I feel so sad I just want to suck a dick right know

Vivian POV

" I'm off " I said
Walking on the streets of New York is fuck up it's like a mess
I know people will be thinking New York is all nice
Not all part of it 😶
...........
I work at strip tease the name was banned but later brought back because the mayor was found in one of the rooms and restored the name it's funny as hell but that's where I make bucks

" Pussy how are you today "
" You know I don't like that name "
" well fuck it you show your body every day so what difference does it make "
" I do that because I have no choice ......

  This is Gravin
He is a mess his the assistant manger 
He stupid as hell
His tall
Muscular
But not my type

" You up next , do your thing "
Walking out to see all those hungry boys looking at me it's quite annoying as long as they don't touch me I'm happy
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Authors POV
Hi people
Well you know this is a whole new story and it's all gangster you know imagine well I love please vote and thanks