Dear friend ,
Listening to My Everything by Ariana Grande is good I guess , comparing to the fact I'm going to therapy . My name is Ariana , ironic isn't it ? No . Not THE Ariana grande , Ariana Grey .
I'm 18 , just turned actually . I finally get to therapy . I see no one familiar so I just sit down . It's not the type of therapy where you have alone with a random person , you sit with many people in a circle . Just like The Fault In Our Stars , but sex instead of cancer .
"I'm Carter , I'm 18 years old and I like sex I guess .." A boy said . He's about my height , wearing only white . Including a white SnapBack . I was wearing light blue shorts , and a white shirt with red vans , my hair straightened and that's about it .
When it was my time to stand up , I said "I'm Ariana , 18 years old and I'm here basically not to have sex ." I may or may not have been having a lot of sex .
"So how many people have you had sex ?" The "therapist" Jonas said . He meant the question to all of us but none answered , Carter , who's name I know now answered .
"1 actually . Her name is Melissa . " He said . "Okay . Does anyone have an opinion ?" Jonas asked , again to all of us . I'm not much of a person to talk but I rose up my hand .
"Yes , Ariana ." Everyone nodded . "Sex problems isn't with one person and having it repeatedly . It's just having it with a lot of different people . So Carter , right ? Has no official reason to be here , or in the building in that matter ." Everyone had wide eyes . Carter just gave me a cold look .
It was finally over and I rushed to the door . I had a red Honda cord 2009 . Before I even made my way to the door I bumped into something , to be more specific someone .
I look up and see a boy with piecing blue eyes . "Sorr-" I cut him off and said "It's okay ." And just kept walking .
I got into my car and went to my apartment complex . It was big even if 2 people did live in MY apartment . My best friend Rose . Me and her basically have been best friends since birth , we were from Colorado but me and her dreamed of going to the beach atleast more than one a year .
"I'm home !" I yelled . "HOW WAS SEX THERAPY !" She yelled , all the way from her room , which was upstairs to be exact . "Good except there was a lot of people than I expected !" She came down the stairs and gave me a 'whatever' look . I laughed and grabbed a snapple from the fridge . The last one was strawberry , even though I hated it I drinked it .
I flopped on the couch , and she sat next to me . We literally just lay there for 10 minutes bored out of our minds .
It was summer and hot . "Pool ?" Rose says , since I was active enough I said yes . We both were ready in 7 minutes . I was wearing a black bikini-Two Piece- and she was wearing a Red -polka-doted bye white- two piece too . I grabbed a towel , my phone and something to cover my bikini .
We go out and see 12 other people at the pool , and other ones but out of that specific group . I put my phone , towel down in a chair . I take off my cover up and jump straight in .
I come up and see the same Asian boy . Except with a girl beside him , maybe that was Melissa . I walk up to them and he has a shocked look on his face .
"Hey . I'm Ariana . Your pretty . I have sex therapy with your boyfriend ." They both laugh at my comment .
Not to long after the same boy with piercing blue eyes comes . "Hey . It's you ? The girl I bumped into earlier ." I nodded and he just smiled .
"I'm Na-" He got cut off by a boy with the same blue eyes , just a little bit more greener . "Hamilton , his name is Hamilton ." Hamilton gave the boy a 'Your dead' look which I laughed at .
"Yes , and this is Benjamin ." They both laugh at me . Was there something on my face ? Wait , no , I don't care , but they are cute .
The rest of the people came , I got to shy so I jumped back into the pool . It started to rain so me and Rose made our way back to our apartment . I went into my room and took a shower .
I got out out on some loose yoga pants , a tank top , a cardigan and some socks . I put my hair in a messy bun . Rose wanted a movie marathon , considering it was only 4pm .
She put on Oculus knowing I hate scary movies . Not to long that I hear a knock on our door . "I'll get it ." I got up and opened the door to find a Justin Bieber look alike . "I'm Matthew . Your friend rose invited us ?" He said .
Before I got in my head what was happening Rose came . "Hey Matt . Is Jack here ? Johnson ." He nodded . I just went to my room , which was downstairs .
Someone came into my room while I was singing He sleeps alone - Two Door Cinema Club . I turn around from my desk and see a boy with a chiseled chin , brown hair and brown eyes .
"Hi . " I shyly said .
"Hey ." He said , a little bit louder than me . "I'm cameron . I don't like scary movies as much as the boys so I thought I could come here ." He stated .
"Oh . Wait , boys ?" I hate being in a house or room -for that fact- with a lot of boys , or just boys . "No , Melissa , Rose , You and a girl named Mahogany . She's dating Jacob ." These names were just getting me confused .
I turn back to my laptop and click on any song I see next to that . I pick on one , it's called Show you - Shawn Mendes . He looked a lot like a boy that was in the living room . Cameron that's his name , I think , lightly chuckled .
"What ?" I ask him with a bit of a annoyed tone . "That kid is literally in your living room ya know ?" He said , laughing a bit harder . My cheeks turned red .
After that nothing much really happened . They all left , Cameron and I hanged out while the others watched movies , we exchanged numbers actually .
Now knowing one of the boys from my therapy was in my living room , probably in the guest room banging his girlfriend , is kinda uncomftorble .
I snapped out of my thought when I heard my door open . It was Rose . "Everyone left already ." She said , I check my phone and see it's 10:57pm .
"So what's with Jack ?" I ask wiggling my eyebrows .
"Johnson to be exact . At the pool , while you met Hamilton .." She said making quote fingers around Hamilton ".. me and him talked . Then I invited Matt . " she laughed and left my room .
I was a bit tired from the day so I decided to go to sleep .
Love ,
Ariana
