A Emotionless squid (Errorink)

The Mission

(Still inks pov)

As Time began he seemed to be serious. Sure I've seen Time be serious but I've never seen Time be THIS serious in my entire life.

"So your mission to, get this soul of a Sans that disappeared years ago." Time explained

"Is there any backstory?" Cross asked. But I know that he already knows the story, and who the soul belongs to.

"Oh yeah, so the backstory begins in a blank AU it was called ____tale, in their AU the creator pretty much gave up on them, anything the creator made they ended up erasing it and re-creating it. The sans in that AU was actually the only one with a complete soul, the only one who could feel emotions"

Time took a deep breath before continuing, as if the next part of story was too much for him.

"Finally, the Sans of that AU went insane he was so sad and alone, he was a person that could feel emotions but he was surrounded by people who couldn't feel, the sans tried to keep their creator motivated but he kept on failing. So one day the Sans said goodbye to the monsters, grabbed his soul and ripped it apart..." Time finished

If I could feel emotions I would feel sad right now but instead, memories went through my head reminding me what I did back then. I remember the look on my papyrus' face when I did it. When I...ripped my soul apart...

I looked around and saw that everyone was deep in thought. Except for Cross, I stared at him and he looked at me. He gave me a look telling me 'Is it time we tell them yet' I shook my head and responded by making a face telling him
'I want them to figure it out' He nodded.

Once everyone was finished thinking Time dismissed us. Telling us to meet up in the AU called ____tale or as I called it once, home.

~At the doodlesphere~

I walked out of the portal, that I came from, and laid down on the floor. But I felt another precense in the room, I already knew who it was though.

"Cross what do you want to talk about?"
I asked as I got up, I turned around and saw him.

Cross looked at me sadly and said
"What will you do if they find out it's you"

You see Cross is the only person that knows about me being emotionless and not to mention soulless. But I got kinda scared when he joined Nightmares group. I thought he was going to tell them all my secrets...but he didn't. And boy am I glad.

"I don't know..." I responded

The rest of the day me and Cross just talked to each other and relaxed. But I told him to go back to Nightmares Castle/Mansion before they notice that he was gone.

Once Cross left I felt alone.Felt. Something I don't have. Something I'm glad I don't have.

I went into my house,that I recently built, and went to my room. I entered the bathroom, that was connected to my room, and turned on the water.
I took off my clothes and looked at my permanent tattoos. They represent a lot.
I've never shown anyone my tattoos, except for Cross of course.

I looked at my hands and noticed that the bandages were coming off. Why were there bandages? You might ask, well I felt so empty that I just wanted to feel anything and I still do. So I did something stupid. I cut myself.

-flashback-

I felt so empty. I haven't drank my vials since the AU's were doing fine and I just didn't feel like drinking a vile. I just wanted to feel something. Anything. I was so desperate for feeling something.
Then a Thought went through my head. The thing I can feel, that I can actually get is, pain.
I ran upstairs to my room, went to the bathroom and looked into the cabinets.

I soon found what I was looking for.
A razor. I lifted up my sleeve and stared at those Permanent tattoos, how I hate them.

I reddied the knife and got my first cut.

But
I
Didn't
Feel
It....
"Feel... Feel.... Feel" I constantly said

I kept on cutting but nothing happened.
Nothing at all....

-flashback end-

I looked at the mirror and realized that it was fogged. I sighed 'Guess I spaced out again' I said in my head.

~after the shower~

I changed clothes and slid into bed. But I couldn't sleep. Thoughts were going through my head. Memories that I wish I never had. Papyrus. Alphys. Undyne. Toriel. Asgore. Mettaton. Napstablook.
Everyone.

I M S O R R Y. . .

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I hope you guys liked the story It took me like 1 hour to write this.

Should the next chapter include ErrorInk or do you guys want that later? (-w-)

~LifeIsWeird