Emotionless Girl Bts Jeon Jungkook Fanfic [COMPLETED]

Chapter 16: Pretending

Y/n pov

Youngjae: y/n i was your......
.......

B-bestf-friend YEAH! bestfriend
he awkwardly laughed and rub the back of his nech, tch what a liar
Y/n: ohhh bestfriend
Youngjae: y-yeah bestfriend heheheh
his phone ringed
Youngjae: please excuse me for a sec i'm just gonna pick this up
Y/n: sure go on
i plastered a fake smile, he pick up his call later he hunged up and looked at me
Youngjae: boo... i mean y/n-
Y/n: boo?
hearing that just make me want to cry but i held it in
Youngjae: uhm boo well that's our nickname to each other when we're still bestfriends
Y/n: oh okay...... so what are you gonna tell me?
Youngjae: i'm sorry but i need to go i have some important meeting with someone
Y/n: oh sure go on
Youngjae: thanks boo bye gotta go
and he left...........

Y/n: 'boo' i missed that nickname
i chuckled to myself, actually it's our nickname when we're a couple...... yeah youngjae was my ex he's one of the reason why i was emotionless back then, he left me he cheated on me back then but now he's back trying to get close at me acting like we're okay, someone entered the coffee shop and i saw jungkook he ordered and was about to find a seat when he saw me i waved at him and gestured him to sit with me, and he went towards me and sat in front of me

Y/n: so.... is the shooting already done?
Jungkook: yeah
Y/n: sorry for saying this but..... you're really cold towards me
Jungkook: i'm sorry it's just i'm stress
Y/n: oh it's okay, just don't ignore me next time
i smiled at him, he smiled weakly at me
Jungkook: noona...
Y/n: yeah?
Jungkook: what are the memories you can remember about the past?
Y/n: uhm well.... i can remember the day where i fighted a group of boys at the park because they're beating up a boy but i can't remember who's the boy that they're beating up
yeah i lied, i'm sorry jungkook but i needed to pretend
Jungkook: oh...... i-it was m-me
oh i didn't expect him to say that
Y/n: i-it was you?
Jungkook: yeah noona it was me..... the one you saved back then and that's how we met
Y/n: oh
Jungkook: noona i think we should get going
Y/n: yeah sure
Jungkook: i'll drive you to your hotel
Y/n: oh okay
i get in his car and he drove to the hotel i'm staying at

Y/n: thanks kookie for driving me here
Jungkook: no problem noona
Y/n: you should get back to your dorm, bye kookie
i got off his car and went to my room, and went straight to bed

Y/n: pretending that you don't remember something is hard
~End of Y/n's Pov~

1 month has passed and things with y/n and youngjae were going great their shooting for the drama was already done, y/n was still pretending to not remember everything because she still didn't know what she needed to know, y/n was walking through the hallway of her workplace when she saw something the broke her heart, she saw youngjae kissing a girl youngjae may be her ex but he's y/n's first love and now she's seeing this, youngjae noticed her and immediately broke the kiss with the girl youngjae looked at y/n worriedly she just plastered a fake smile and walked away

Youngjae: y/n wait!
youngjae grabbed y/n's hand and turned her around only seeing her in tears
Youngjae: i'm sorry please don't cry
he was trying to hug her but y/n was brushing him off
Y/n: do you know? do you know that is hard to pretend that you don't remember anything even tho you really remember everything!
Youngjae: y-you remembered? all this time you remembered?
Y/n: yes youngjae! all this time i never lost my memories i was just pretending
Youngjae: But why?!
Y/n: because i know you wouldn't approach me in the first place if you don't have something to tell me!
Youngjae: y-you're right, i-i just wanted to tell you that
Y/n: that what?
Youngjae: i want to spend my time with you before i leave
Y/n: l-leave? w-where a-are you g-going?
Youngjae: i-i'm going to hongkong
Y/n: b-but w-why?
Youngjae: i need to do some business there a-and i-i think that-
Y/n: y-you think that what?
Youngjae: a-and i think i'm never coming back
that just made y/n burst into so much tears he just hugged her calming her down
Youngjae: s-so if you didn't lost your memories it means you remember Jungkook?
Y/n: y-yeah but how did you know him?
Youngjae: i know everything about you and jungkook
she broke the hug
Y/n: don't tell them that i remember everything
Youngjae: so you mean jessica and bts doesn't know that you remember everything
y/n nodded
Youngjae: why?
Y/n: there are still things i needed to know
Youngjae: if you say so, i won't tell anyone
Y/n: thanks, when are you leaving?
Youngjae: in two days, how about you? when are you going to tell them that you remember everything?
Y/n: in the right time...... when i'm ready........ when i'm already strong

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A/n: here's chapter 16, i decided that this book will have one chapter left😭😭 but after finishing this i will continue 'Arranged Marriage' book and i'm already deciding that, that book will have 10 chapters but who knows how many chapters it will have🤔