Regret

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(A/N: if it's short, then it'd definitely be angst 😂😂😂)

"Zichen... when will you notice my feelings towards you?"

He closed his eyes tight as he let his tears mixed with blood stream down his face, his eyefold fell.

"Yes, ah." Xue Yang said as he evilly grinned. "It was your bastard best friend that you killed. He's the last one you killed!" He said and madly laughed.

Xiao Xingchen's lips quivered as a sob came out of his mouth, followed by cries. "No..." he muttered.

"What?" Xue Yang said when he heard Xiao Xingchen's voice.

"Why can't you just leave me alone...?" He asked as he fell on his knees and cried. His blood-stained tears falling on his face now stuck on his palm as hs covered his face with his hands to cry. "WHY?!?!?!" he screamed, mad, as he felt his hands trembled. I... killed my best friend with these hands... he thought. I killed Zichen with these hands... i killed him - he thought as he felt his chest hurt like he was stabbed by a sword.

Zichen... he thought as he remembered the times he secretly watches him do work wholeheartrdly. His warm smile... his laugh that's full of life... now he took that man's life... he balled his fists and his nails dug deep into his palm, making it bleed. He bit his lips and now it was cut, the blood tricking from it dripping down the floor.

"Hey, daozhang. Don't cry. That guy's a bastard." Xue Yang said. "It's been a long time you were gone yet he didn't find you. You even gave your eyes to him! Hah!" He huffed, his hands on his hips.

Yes... I deeply regret not able to protect Zichen. I caused him pain. I am the reason why Xue Yang went after him tl revenge, and he lost his eyes... he thought. Those eyes that's shining brightly as they help people without an exchange - a simple thank you is enough... all that... it's enough for them. It's enough for Zichen. "Zichen..." he muttered in between his cries, his lips quivering just mentioning his name. "I'm sorry... i'm sorry - " he said as he lowered his head.

"Daozhang. He's already dead. Why are you still crying for him?" Xue Yang asked. "It's not as if he'll come back if you cry - " he said.

But, before he could end the word 'back', Xiao Xingchen already grabbed his sword. It happened tol fast. Before Xue Yang could blink because of the blade's flash, Xiao Xingchen already cut his throat. His body fell on the floor with a soft thud.

Xue Yang stared at the bright red liquid flowing from Xia Xingchen's neck. Xiao Xingchen's ink black hair that spread and his white robes were dyed red. It was a beautiful, yet heartbreaking sight. "Dao...zhang...?" He called as he stared at Xiao Xingchen, dazed. "Daozhang?" He called as he knelt beside him. "Daozhang. Daozhang." He called and shook Xiao Xingchen's shoulder, yet he didn't answer. "Daozhang..." he called. "Are you dead, too?" He asked as he stared at Xiao Xingchen's face.

Yet, as expected... Xiao Xingchen didnt answer... since he can't. Zichen... I... I thought you'd notice. I... I -

I regret not telling you I love you.

(A/N: there'll be another fanfic of SongXiao 😁😁😁😁 yep. My first time to use last names as the ship's name
 Hehehe 😂😂😂 also... another fanfic for XueXiao is coming, too! And... both are short fics - like this. I hope you liked this! 😊😊😊)

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