Suggestion - LXC x JC fanfic

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Morning.

"Did you just call me here to get molested by a sick – physically and mentally, person?" He asked, furious as his face is red in anger. He wiped his lips that're swollen red. Just when he opened his eyes he saw Lan Xichen's face is so close to him. Not only that, but he's kissing him!

"Jiang Cheng – " Wei Wuxian called.

"Wanyin!" Lan Xichen called from the door, staggering.

Jiang Cheng had enough. He covered his ears with his hands. "Stop it! Stop! Just stop!" he yelled, crying. "Stop... stop playing with my feelings... please..." he said as he fell on his knees.

"Jiang Cheng!" Wei Wuxian called and was about to run to Jiang Cheng when Lan Wangji stopped him.

"Wanyin!" Lan Xichen called and coughed. He swayed, yet he still ran towards Jiang Cheng. He fell on his knees and hugged him from behind. His tears are falling non-stop, just like the person he is hugging. "Why don't you believe me?" he whispered, his voice hoarse and tired. "I love you... only you. Wanyin – " he called and closed his eyes as he kissed his temple.

"No..." Jiang Cheng said. "I want to believe you." He said and sobbed. Their eyes went wide as they looked at him. "I badly wanted to believe you.... But... but!" he said and curled up. "I am afraid to be hurt again!" he said.

"Jiang Cheng..." Wei Wuxian called and closed his eyes. Lan Wangji buried his face on his chest that got wet when his wife cried.

"Wanyin..." Lan Xichen called.

"You only have your eyes on Jin Guangyao..." Jiang Cheng said. "From the start you only see him. You love him." He said, hurt can clearly be heard from his voice. "I... was never in your eyes... not even once." He said and lowered his head. "You even said that..." he's referring to the conference.

Lan Xichen's eyes went wide. "Wanyin..." he said and looked at Jiang Cheng's back. He felt his heart hurt. "I meant what I said." He said, his face serious. They looked at him. "You will not be A-Yao." He said.

Jiang Cheng drew a sharp breath. He was about to cry again when Lan Xichen continued.

"Since you are not him." He said. "You and A-Yao are different, so how can you be like him? " he asked. "And... I prefer you like this. I don't want you to be like him." He said.

"Why...?" Jiang Cheng asked, his voice shaking.

"Because – " Lan Xichen said as he smiled when Jiang Cheng turned to him. " – I can never let you go." He answered.

Yes. You will know you truly love that person if you can never let go of them. Back then, he could only watch Jin Guangyao. Even though he's by his side, he knew in his heart Jin Guangyao will not leave him. Yet, he left him. But, that made him realize it. He still let go of Jin Guangyao even if it's the other who left him. He could've made him stay with him by pulling his hand – him towards him. Yet, he didn't. Not only because there wasn't time and everything happened so quickly. But also, maybe deep down, he can't forgive Jin Guangyao for his deeds.

This, this shows how different Jiang Cheng and Jin Guangyao is. Jiang Cheng may be revengeful, yet he would never sin. This can be seen of what happened between him and Wei Wuxian. And... this made him fell for the guy – how pure his soul is. "Wanyin..." he called, his voice soft and sweet. "Do you love me, too?" he asked, staring at those beautiful eyes. He didn't hold back and kissed Jiang Cheng's eyelids that closed when he saw his face went near him. "I may be asking too much, but..." he said and hugged him tight. "... I want you to love me, too..." he said and buried his face on the hollow of Jiang Cheng's shoulder to hide his face when he cried. "Even if you'd just use me... to fill your empty heart... to fill the empty seat by your side... to fill your life... please..." he said and looked at him, his tears streaming down his cheeks as his eyes reflected Jiang Cheng's face that's filled with tears, too. "... can I be the only one reflected in your eyes? Filling your mind and... owning your heart?" he asked as he cupped his face.

Jiang Cheng's face went red and as hot as the sun. "L-L-Lan..." he called, his face turning a shade redder. "Lan H-H..." he pressed his lips tight. He closed his eyes as he took a deep breath. "Lan... Huan..." he called and looked at Lan Xichen in the eyes. "I – " he said.

Lan Xichen felt his heart skipped a beat. "Wanyin..." he muttered. He can't hold back anymore and he kissed him.

Jiang Cheng's eyes went wide, shocked. Wei Wuxian is grinning while Lan Wangji's face remained blank. The newcomers Lan Sizhui and Lan Jingyi gaped at them, their face red. Jin Ling who's with them just sighed, then smiled. As long as uncle is happy... he thought and turned when he saw a flash of white in the distance and vanished. He shrugged as he clapped together with Wei Wuxian who's leading and Lan Jingyi who's whistling. He looked at Lan Sizhui who's smiling happily and clapping, wishing the new couple.

"Lan Huan..." Jiang Cheng said, then his cheeks flushed. "To fill my empty heart... to fill the empty seat by my side... to fill my life..." he said and looked at him, his tears streaming down his cheeks as his eyes reflected Lan Xichen's face that's filled with tears, too. "... you will be the only one reflected in my eyes. You will be the only one to fill my mind. You will be the only one... to own my heart." He said and smiled at him. "Not because I want to use you. Not because that I only want you. But, because – " he said and cupped Lan Xichen's tear-filled face. "I love you." He said, his voice hoarse from crying. "I love you, too, Lan Huan." He said and smiled as he closed his eyes and kissed him.

Lan Xichen felt his breathing stopped. More tears fell from his eyes, but because of joy, and he kissed him back.

The claps and cheers grew louder and can be heard on a certain distance.

"Sometimes, we have to lose something. But, we lose something in order for us to gain another thing. And that other thing, it'd be more valuable than the first thing." Lan Qiren said.

"Why?"

"Because – " Lan Qiren said and smiled. " – only when we lose something we would realize to value the things that left to us, or we will have, more." He explained.

"Do we have to lose something in order for us to realize that?"

"Yes." Lan Qiren answered. "Pain... and experience. They're the greatest teachers." He said.

"Do we really have to experience pain?" the voice asked, then stopped.

Lan Qiren smiled. "... I am saying this because of the pain I experienced, and gained experience because of pain." He said. "That... we learn." He finished.

The figure in purple didn't say more and just listened to the silence. "We can hear something from the silence." He said.

"What is it?" Lan Qiren asked.

The figure in purple smiled. "We can hear everything because of silence." He said.

Lan Qiren stared at him. A few seconds and he realized. "... you learn something from experience." He said, his face serious. "You grow because of the experience." He said and closed his eyes. He felt a breeze swept past his cheeks – intentionally or not, touching his lips. When he opened his eyes the figure in purple was gone. "And so... are you." He said, referring that he has learned something from the man.

It's love.

(A/N: uwu... my heart 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔 uncle!!!)

P.S.: finally this is finished! The last of my XiCheng for the meantime 😂😂😂😂😂 see you on my next fic – FengQi! Goodnight! 

2/21/19  11:50 PM