All that pain from anger, betrayal and jealousy lead me down the path of art.
Alice was my sister so I had no choice, but support her even though it killed me. Outside I was an angel and best sister any one could ask for. Inside I was burning in hell. So I decided to join drama as a release for my feelings. I always felt good on stage and thought this would help me deal with my emotions, and not only keep me busy but also away from my sisters love life. As long as I was away from her it worked, but every night she’d tell me about him and I would give her my listening ear. It killed me, but I had no choice. My passion for theatre got me into the media industry after highschool and I landed major roles, even became a media sensation. I had a big name out there and a lot of money as well as many men falling at my feet. Still, I could not let go of my love or those bitter feelings.
So I left the media industry after four years to give it all to Jesus. Maybe, He could heal me. Purify me.
People could not understand why I threw my fame and status away, but I knew what I was looking for by joining the community.
I finally found peace after five years of no contact with the outside world, with my sister and her life. That’s what I thought while in the convent until I received a wedding invitation card as my sisters maid of honour. Everything I thought Jesus cleansed me of came back when I saw who the groom was. They were still together. I did not want to go but I needed to support my sister. That’s what family is about, right?
I knew it would be hard, but I still went every weekend to my sisters place to help organize her wedding to the love of my life.
My support, however died when I saw him. Because I knew that it was him and I. He was not hers.
That’s when I planned to kill my sister, not put her six feet under.
I planned to assassinate her character, from her memory.
