She may not be what I need but she is all I want. She is all I could ever hope for in this dark and crule world.she is my only hope for now... My only hope to move on. I can't have her because there are difficulties and obsticals in the way. That still dosnt stop me from trying . When I look into her eyes it's easy to tell she is misarible and it kills me to see her like that. All I want to do is help but if I do that others wouldn't like that and do regretfull thing. So every one tells me that it's best to move on. That's hard I've set my priorities on her and only her. First I fell in love with her personality, then when I seen her in person she took my breath away. That night I went home wondering and plotting how I could have her but gave up because it seemed like it was impossible. Then we started hanging out a little bit more. After that there was no going back I was whipped. Our first kiss had me going crazy over her. We dated for a month and two weeks and I was the happiest I've ever been. Then things happened and I lost her. That night I was in such sorrow not because what happend with her but because I lost her and that all I was ever afraid of. I want her more than anything and maybe in time I'll have her again but I can only hope.
And that hope is all I have.
