First Love(paused)

Chapter 16

                   Elizabeth's POV

I Woke Up And My Head Hurts Really Bad.

I Look at The Left Side Of My Bed And Saw Sam Laying There Half Naked.

"Sam Wake Up!

He Wouldn't Wake Up So I Pushed and Slapped Him But He Was Still In A Deep Sleep

I Sighed And Went To Take A Shower.

While I Was In The Shower I Tried To Figure Out Why Sam's On My Bed

Did We Do Something?

I Got Out The Shower And Saw Sam On sitting Up On The Bed Staring At Me.

"Morning Beautiful"

"What Did We Did We Do Last Night?

"Nothing We Were just On The Bed Having A Conversation And Both Fell Asleep"

"Oh Did I Drink Yesterday?

"A Whole Lot"

"No Wonder Why My Head Hurts So Much"

He Laughed And Got Off The Bed And got Dressed

"I had Fun Last Night..  I Gotta Go Now"

He Kissed My Cheek And Left.

I Took The Towel Off And Got Dressed.

I Wore Black Tights And Oversize Blue Shirt That Looked Like a Man Shirt.

I Tied My Hair In A Pony Tail.

I Went Downstairs And Said Morning to Teresa's Replacement Maria.

Teresa Got Sick And Won't Be Back Until Next Month So She'll Be Working Here Til Teresa Come Here.

A lot Of People Tell Me To Get Two or More Maids But I Only Want One Maid Cause I Clean The House Sometimes.

I Know This Mansion Is Really Huge But I Need That Much Maids. But I'm Thinking Of Keeping Maria Around So She Can help Teresa.

I Have A Chef And Other People who clean The Yard And Pool And Body Guards Walking Around The House And Many People Going In And Out. That's Why I Lock my Room When I'm Not In It Cause You Never know.

People Usually Call My House The Mini Version Of Michael's Neverland. I Mean Of Course It Is..Michael Is The One Who Helped Me Decorate It.

I Brought This Mansion In 1985 When I Got Married With this abusive 40 Year Old Man Who I Thought I Loved But I Guess Not.

Our Marriage Ended In 1987 After He Had Beaten Me With A Baseball Bat Because Of His Jealousy. That Wasn't The First Time He Hit Though.

Ever Since I Haven't Been Able To Trust Any Man. That's One Reason Why I Left Michael.. I Don't Trust Any Man And That's A Huge Problem.

I Grabbed My Stuff After I was done With My Breakfast And Left To Go Back To The studio to start A New Song.. I'm Creating This New Album Called  Royalty.. I Dedicated This Album To  My fans That's Why I Named it Royalty.. I Call My Fans Royalties Cause everybody Call Me The Queen Of Pop and I Consider My Fans As Part Of My Family So If Your Part Of A Queen's Family That means Your Royal. I Know Weird Right? But I Love It.

I Got out The Studio At 3 and Went Shopping For Food..yes I Shop For My Own Food I'm Not Lazy Like Others.

My friend owned the store and asked if he should close the whole store for me but I have good disguises so I told him no.. Sam joined me..he was talking about....idk what he was talking about.. I didn't pay attention cause All I Could Think About Is Michael And How I trusted Him But he Had To Go And Ruin That..it Would've Been Great to Be married To Him but We Both Know That's Not going To Happen. I have to admit I miss him but I'm moving on.

By the time I was done food shopping it was 6.

I headed home in one of them private cars.

When I Got Home I Saw A Limo Parked Outside.

"Who's Limo Is That?

Guard-"Mr.Jackson's mam"

I Went In The House And Guess Who I Saw Sitting There....Michael.

"What Are You Doing Here?

I Crossed My Arms And Stood In Front Of Him.

He Stood Up And Threw His Hands Behind His Back

"Here To See The love Of My Life"

"The Love Of Your Life? Yea right"

"You Don't Believe Me?

"Michael I Don't Know What To Believe Anymore"

"I Would Never Do Anything To Hurt You Elizabeth.. You Probably Thought I Lost Interest In You Because you miscarried But That Wasn't Your Fault"

"I never Thought About That"

"Then Why Are You Doing This?

"Because your always with that Lisa girl.. Your around her more than me..we barely get to see each other but when we have a time off you always go with her"

"The only reason why I did that is because I didn't see her for a long time"

"I Don't Care..I Was Your Fiance..your Suppose to Spend Time With me Not Her..its like you love her more than you love me"

"I Don't Love Her..I Love You, I love you only..I want to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you..I'll get Married With you Tomorrow If I have To..just Please Forgive Me"

"I Forgive You.. But I Already Made Up my Mind. I Made Up My Mind 2 months Ago.. I Want To Be Friends Like Before. I have feelings for someone else and I Can See clearly That You Do Too"

"Please..

"No, that's it I....I Want To us To Go Back To the Way We Were before we got Engaged, before We Dated.  I Want Us To Be Friends.. Best Friends"

I put my hand out and He Shook it.

I Walked Him Out and We Said Our Goodbyes more Like A see you Later Type Of Goodbye.

THIS BOOK WILL BE PUT ON HOLD WHILE I WORK ON SOME OTHER FANFICS LOVE YALL<3