Twerk for me Alpha!

Chapter 19

ALLISON'S P.O.V

I was in an open field in the woods. Wild flowers bloomed, animals grazed on the lush green grass, and insects crawled on and in the dirt.

My back against a boulder at the center of the field. The boulder was larger than a house and for some reason every living thing stayed away from it. No grass, no flowers, no animals, and no insects. It was like they knew this boulder didn't belong, that it was nothing but an eyesore to be avoided at all cost.

And in the distance, hidden in between the trees surrounding the feild was a wolf. My wolf form, seperated from me. Seeing her here and away from me reminded me of him and that he didn't want us.

You. I heard my voice echo in my head.

I want my mate, why can't I have my mate. My wolf was coming torwards me, her footsteps quiet as if on the hunt.

"He doesn't want us." I spoke out loud, trying to fill the silence that had been ever since I had woken up in this field.

NO! He doesn't want you! Why can't you be better? Stronger? Just more, so that he wants you too? I did not understand her words. She was saying you, but we're that same being, even if we're not in the same body.

"What do you mean, 'you too?'" I just had to ask.

I know I am strong, it's you who are weak, who is unworthy of this life you were given. I could feel myself start to tear up, my mate didn't want me and now my wolf was rejecting me.

She approached me until she was right in my face.

You are unworthy of living.

"What do you want me to do, I can't just die" I said and my wolf just rolled her eyes.

Yes you can, stupid girl. It's call suicide. She spoke it as if it were a fact, which it was, but I couldn't believe it. I didn't want to die, I had barely lived and now my wolf was asking me to die, to commit suicide.

"I don't want to die." I said this with my head cradled in my arms.

It's ok, just know if you decide you want to just end it all, you can. She barked once and then, by the sound of her retreating footsteps, I knew she left me.

I was sad.

I was scared.

I was weak.

My parents knew, my brother knew, my pack knew, my mate knew, even my wolf knew.

I couldn't just take it anymore, I didn't want to be in this beautiful field anymore next to its only blemish. But I was so weak I couldn't move. So I did the thing that weak people do when they can't do anything.

I screamed.

AUTHORS NOTE

Sorry it's so short but you know me, King of short chapters

Im going to try and upload every week. Don't get your hopes up because I am lazy and dislike work. But yeah, it's kinda sad now isn't it. Poor Allison :(.

See you next week. Byeeeeeeee

P.s. this was suppose to be up last week sooo oops