School is finally over. I can't help but smile, that's until I realized I have work at 5:00 today. At least Tate is going to be there. I'm happy I work at the library, it's quiet and peace full nobody really bothers you.
I start walking home while singing under my breath.
"Hey do you need a ride." I turn my head to the side to see Harry driving a pretty nice car.
I was going to accept his offer but then thought about it. He could kill me for all I know.
"No thank you." I simply stated.
"What ever. Freak!" He laughed
*cough* "asshole." *cough*
"You should have never called me that little one.!" He yelled out while driving away.
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I am finally home regretting not saying yes to Harry, because I'm exhausted and sweaty.
I see a note and money on the table and walk over to it.
'Coming home at 8:00 today there is money on the table enjoy love.'
We'll 8:00 is actually early and I miss my mom it feels like I haven't seen her in years, but she is a busy mom.
It's 3:48 and that leaves me one hour to shower get ready and maybe if I have time to actually relax.
I go upstairs to my room and take 10 minutes to just lay down and breath.
When my ten minutes are over I sit up and just stare at the floor thinking about Tates friends.
Kian is such a beautiful guy and from what I hear and saw from today he is such a nice, smart guy. Ashton is so cute he is very popular in our school. We'll they all are, all the girls would swoon if they ever get to kiss them.
The only one I would look forward to kissing is Kian. Besides that Shawn seems mean but I've heard he is actually a pretty nice guy. Then there is Harry i think it's Harry Styles. All of the teachers seem to call him styles, he is a asshole every girl hates me because he hates me. The only reason that they don't physically hurt me is because Tate, but if it wasn't for him I would have killed myself. Harry is always pushing me sometimes it's just a gentle push, but sometimes it feels like he dislocated my shoulder.
I mean I can live with the pushing just because he smells really good, but everywhere I go girls call me names. Words hurt believe it or not.
When they call me fat, slut, and cunt all I want to do is cry. I hate Harry Styles.
I stop day dreaming and check the time.
4:26
"Holy crap it's 4:30." I mumble to myself wondering how did time pass so fast.
I get up and take my usual quick showers and wash my hair. In about 25 minutes I'm ready with my hair curled down, light make up, and a cute outfit.
(I only look cute like never so.)
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I'm finally at the library and once I open the door I regret not bringing a jacket.
"Vi you look stunning!" Tate says smiling, and following behind me while I walk up to the sign up sheet.
"Oh my gosh Tate you look handsome!" I mock him and wink as I sign myself in.
"No really at school your always in sweats and ugly over sized t-shirt, you can't just hide your curves Vi."
"Shut up and finish fixing those book over there." I point to the back of the room.
"Yeah yeah. Besides Ms. Stain said kids are coming tomorrow to study so we have to be here at 1:30 I'll give you a ride." He smiles referring to my boss who told him just that. I just nod.
A few minutes later the library door opens and the one and only Harry Styles is there.
"Hey Violet I didn't know you work here." He says but still looks at me with a straight face.
"We'll you do now." I say rudely not really caring.
"Oh don't get slick with me. You don't want me writing a complaint do you?" He laughs. It doesn't seem like a real laugh to be honest.
"Wel-"
"Harry my man. What are you doing here?" Tate says from behind me.
"Getting a book. I'm just tiered of buying them you know?" I don't know if I should be shocked that Harry is now happy and smiling or the fact that he reads. Maybe both.
" Yeah I feel you pal. Anyway I need to finish fixing these books so talk to you later." He said, more like a question.
"We'll do you need any help?" I ask trying to be polite because there is no thinking about what Harry can do.
"Yeah can you lead me to where John green is located?" He said smiling. I was going to say that I wasn't talking to him but when I look back Tate had head phones in and was walking away. I turn back around and see him still smiling he has a beautiful smile. It seems like this was the first time he was actually smiling at me. It felt good. Anyway besides that I couldn't help thinking that he reads the kind of books I like.
"Here are his books and there are more over here if your interested." I say turning towards him.
"Thank you love." Love? Woah that gave me butterfly's and that just made me angry.
"Don't call me love, ass!" I was so angry not only because I got this wave of feelings that I certainly did not enjoy and that he is being nice just to charm me.
"Can you leave me the fuck alone then?! All I did was called you love and you shout back calling me an ass!" He says. He looked so cute when he's mad. I was kidding. No really forget I ever said that.
"Shut up." I say
"No you shut up you little bitch." That hurt and I wanted to cry and scream at him back but the look on his face was mixed with sadness and anger and I didn't want to hurt him all I wanted to do was tell him sorry and I didn't know why.
"Don't call me a bitch because you're the one always pushing me and being so annoying, the only bitch here is you!" I yelled at him and hoping Tate wouldn't hear my yelling through his headphones.
"You little cunt." He says and with a simple nudge on my shoulder he left just like that he walks away without a book, without a goodbye.
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