"oh you love him. Your lucky, you know, he could have slept with Jessica, but apparently your special. Just tell him how you feel!" I blushed a little more, and then that's when mathew came over. "tell who what?" oh no. Should I tell him? Maybe I shouldn't...mbut I am. "mathew umm.. Can we talk?" he got a weird look on his face. "am I in trouble?" I laughed. "no your not. I just have to talk to you." he followed me to an empty corner. "what's wrong?" I was about to say something when Jessica came over. "beat it bitch!" omg. You have no idea on how long I wanted to say that. She looked at me like I was a piece if trash. I smirked. She walked away, defeated. "sooo.... What was the thing?..." I remembered that mathew was there. "oh yea! Umm mathew... I like. You.... I never really said anything until now.. Well, because look at what we are in... If you were to. Be mine, I would at least be happy when anything happened to us." I looked down, not wanting to know what he would say, Or his reaction... After a few awkward moments, he finally said something. "I like you too. I didn't say anything, because your brother will like totally pounce me, and because I didn't want to see you turn me down. Annnnnd, we are going to make it through this. Together. That is a promise." I looked up at him smiling. He looked back,mdeep into my eyes. Then, he kissed me. I kissed him back, then broke it off blushing. "I- i- ummm..." he looked at me with curiosity. " was that your first kiss?" I looked at him blushing even more, then nodding. He didn't laugh, but he smiled. "well, at least it was with me." I excused myself from him, and went to Gabi. She was talking to Ian. "how's it goin with the lovely couple?" they both turned my way, and blushed. My eyes widened, and I gasped. "you mean to tell me, that Ian and Gabi are not an item??" wow. They were blushing a lot. "I definetley have to fix this!! I now decla-" Ian interrupted me. "I think I'd do it the less embarrassing way. Gabi, do ya want to go out with me?" she blushed then smiled, then nodded. "why yes Ian. I would love to." I smiled triumphantly at what I had done. "anyways, Gabi guess what!!" she gave me a weird look. "what?" I squealed, then told her. "mathew and I are an item now, and he kissed me." she was smiling. "awsome! Maybe when this is all over, we can all go on a double date." I smiled for real at her suggestion. "that's a really good idea. Now, I have to face the wrath of the older brother, and the brother I always wanted." she laughed and said good luck. I walked over to Tyler nervously. "uhhh Tyler? I have to tell you something." he looked in me. "you mean that you and mathew are going out? Yea I know." I'm surprised. He must have seen my look, because he explained. "I knew that you liked him, because of how you look at him, I knew he liked you, because of the way he looks at you, I saw you two kiss over there, and Riley told me." I kinda got angry because I told him to not tell anyone I liked mathew. "I'm going to kill that bum of a friend." I walked I've to Riley, who was smiling at the advice (that worked). "why'd you tell him?! It was a secret...." he laughed at my face. "oh shut up." after talking to the new girls, -blonde, her name is Lisa, and a red head, her name is nancy- I was tired. I decided to go to sleep, my knife staying near me at all times. Mathew joined me, and everyone else started to get in bed too. When mathew got in bed, he wrapped his hands around my waist, his other hands roaming on my chest. I stiffened up, being a virgin. It was embarrassing, especially with the body and look I have. I'm a bragger. His hands kept moving around on my chest, till he went inside, and started squeezing my breasts. "m-mathew? I- I'm a virgin." was what I whispered to him. "I know." I looked at him shockingly, because he had said something I really didn't believe. "I am too." I was beyond shocked. I turned to face him, and as soon as I turned, he started kissing me. I kissed him back.i pulled away, breathless and blushing, because his hands started going down south. "shhhh it's ok. I'm not going to do anything, or hurt you." his hands kept going down, till it got to my jeans, and went inside. My breath shortened. "mathew? I- I.." he kissed me, cutting me off. "shhh it's ok."he brought his hands back up, going back to squeezing my chest. Then he stopped. I looked up, wondering why he stopped. I was kind of enjoying it. "your glowing." I looked at my hand, and I was. The glow was getting brighter, and brighter. I really have no idea what's going on, so I tried calming Down, and the glow was fading away.
