Chapter 1: Please.

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Quick authors note: This will be in Scott's POV until I put Mitch into the story. Then I will alternate their POVS. Mitch will be in the story really soon. Well anyways to the first chapter!

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(Scott's POV)

*Two weeks later*

Here I am up at two in the morning, with my very sick boyfriend. A week ago the nurse started Alex on very high dosages of Doxorubicin, the most powerful chemotherapy drug. She put him on it to see if it would kill the cancer cells but so far it hasn't worked. I think the side effects are killing him more than the cancer is at this point. The chemo was making him have a serious case of nausea, he would puke then feel better than puke again five minutes later. Sometimes he would even puke up blood. He is in a lot of pain, and he feels like he is loosing his mind. He would scream "Please just kill me now!" "Stop putting me through so much pain!"

Every time he would say those words it killed me even more. Knowing that he didn't want to be on this planet anymore broke my heart. Just like most nights I was up with him, singing to him. He told me my voice was the only thing that made him feel better.

But tonight was different. He was throwing up so much, like every two minutes. And it was mostly blood. I was scared. This never happened before. I decided it was time to go to the hospital. Even if Alex didn't like it.

"Alex, I'm calling an ambulance. You are going to the hospital." I told him through some sobs.

"No, Scott! I'm not going to the hospital." He weakly yelled.

"Please! You need help!" I begged.

"Scott, I told you I am not dying in a hospital." Alex said,

"But what if they can actually help you there! What if they can make you all better!" I cried.

"There is no way I am getting better. Scott I feel like tonight is the night. I can feel myself getting weaker and weaker."

"Please don't say that. You're going to make it!"

"I don't think so Scott."

"I can't loose you! You are the love of my life!"

"And you are mine, but if it's my time, it's my time. I can't help that."

"Please just try to stay."

"I will try my best, but I don't know how much longer I can hang on."

I just started sobbing. I can't handle this. The love of my life is slipping away from me as we speak and there is nothing I can do to help him. The only thing I can do is tell him it's okay. It's okay to let go...

"Alex, listen to me. Whenever you feel like you are ready it's okay. It's okay to let go. Just remember that I love you so much. You were the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are the love of my life and I am so happy I've got to spend two great years with you. You mean the world to me. Whenever you feel like you are ready, just let go. It will be okay. I promise."

"Scott." He chocked. "Can you promise me something?"

"Anything."

"Promise me you will find someone else, and live a long happy life with them."

"I don't know if I can promise you that."

"Please." He begged.

"I promise."

"Thank you. Scott... I love you so much."

"I love you too."

"Can you sing to me? You know how that always makes me feel better."

"Of course."

So I sang to him. All of his favorite songs while holding him in my arms. I sang until the love of my life took his last and final breath.

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I know it's short but I will be updating chapter 2 soon. Like tomorrow soon. I actually cried while writing this. I'm sorry if I make anyone cry from this chapter. Don't hate me.

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